WelcomeToMyThoughts

Fat and Poor

2010-02-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

Today topic is does girls only like rich guys and handsome guys?
I think there are alot of girls outside prefer handsome and rich. But they always anwer to those fat and poor guys, i dont have "feel". Ya, that kind of feel is just an attraction. Attraction which only girls themselve understand.
So, are those the feel is easy to understand? Girls always say, what girls want is really "simple". Ya, it may look simple, but actually is really difficult. If you understand them, its really easy... But if you dont understand them, its really difficult. Is that easy to understand? Confuse lo....
So when we asked a girl whether to choose between four people,
1) handsome, rich and educated?
2) handsome, rich and rude?
3) rich and rude?
4) rude?

They will again answer,depend lo, depend on "feel" lo... Erm, ya right,, they probably choose the 1st.... Believe me that this world is so so so realistic..
So keep trying your best to find your love ones, valentine is close... I am still thinking what to give during valentine. Maybe just a kiss is enuff... Hooohhhh??

Today Is Another Day

2010-02-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

What happen today? I got my new car. My first owned car fully using my own money and that makes me feel happy. I feel that i can do it.
Its a little achievement but it mean alot to me. Later i am aiming my own house and my own shop. I hope i can create posibility for myself. I want to be better and achieve more in near future.

The Beginning

2010-02-03T00:04:00.006+08:00

Thankss to supports from my friends,, i finally decided to start to write my blog again... Few hours ago, i realised most of the popular bloggers are females... I dont think its a bad thing but i think most readers are female too.... Is it mean that majority guys nowadays prefer outings????
One of my friend had just went to a trip sponcored by MAS! Free tickets exclusively for food bloggers... I can just guest that MAS actually put this as a marketting strategy to enable bloggers to create a new attraction....
I had to say that blog is a strong tool to change people mind and the outcome is profitable...
Selling is telling a story.... Good at story telling makes a good salesperson... It is true??
Function vs fashion?? Which shall you choose?? If i am consumer, i will choose both, if i have to choose between them, i will choose not to buy....

Two is better than one

2010-01-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

happniness

2010-01-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

仙劍三OST-答應不愛你

2010-01-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

偏爱

2010-01-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

How To Stay Calm

2010-01-13T14:31:00.005+08:00

Today's title is "How" To Stay Calm.. As my name is How, the title today is about me staying calm.
Generally, in this world, there are many people worry about themselves and their future in money and love. Both of them are the most important things in most humananity. Desire to have more money, makes us feel sad when losing them. Desire to have love, also make us feel sad when losing them. For me, love is stronger than money because money is a tool for trades in this world. But love is something which cannot grap and hold it in our hand. Its something we might or might not find in our entire life. Having alot of money is having fortune. Love perhaps is found before we were born.
We are loved and blessed when we doesnt even existed. We are champions when we were born because among all the sperm, we are one of them who succeed to combine with the ovum..
During my days of working, i realised, money is what people need. We need them to eat and buy stuffs. But since market prices are coming up, our salary still maintain, it never been enough. RM6-9 per meal. We human normally have three meals. Having a house to live. Having a car to drive. Having to pay petrol. Having to plan for marriage. Having a baby in future. Having your child to live in colleges. It will nvr be enough. RM3000 per month enough for all this? That is why many people isn't working under companies. Many people prefer open up their own businesses nowadays.
I strongly despised big companies to have to pay taxes and buy huge houses and luxarious cars but cannot even pay a reasonable salary to us. During my trip to singapore, per meal is lik only 4-7 sing dolar. Imagine to work there, and live there, is rather cheap and it can maintain our lifestyle.
Yesterday one of my friend who was my colleague borrow RM500 from me. He said he need to pay for his car. At first, i really don't want to borrow, but in the other moment i realised, what i having now, is not what i need, is what i want. So i borrow him and immediately i told myself, i shouldn't believe him to give back the money. Rather than losing my love to a friend, i willing to give some of my tool as a token of our relationship.
But i still have faith in him. Cause i believe he is my friend. And i believe when i need money, people will help me in the future.
The most sad thing in this world isn't the money to lose, is love to lose. So i hope, everyone in this world shall trust and throw away the negative emotion. Being sad for losing money is not worth it.

Middle Of The Night

2010-01-09T02:17:00.002+08:00

Its cold now. Even without the aircon, i feel cold. Maybe becoz of the rain or is jus me. From what i heard, great snow falls upon the great wall of China and was recorded the most terrible snow in history. Countries like England have to stop school and colleges due the cold weather. The unusual seen that we are facing now is the Earth is changing. I think 2012 is really a good message to ask us to listen silently to the Earth. Its going to die someday. But its our job and responsibility to keep the environment. Save the world!
For another example is the ice lands at the atlantics are rapidly melting. Pictures had been taken from the satalite and it shows that the size of the melted lands is almost equavalent to 10 times of our country at the comaprison from 2002 till 2008. Many animals such as polar bears had lost their habitat.
As the main problem is our Earth. Why do so little people care about it? Why do we still use plastics? Where should we use our money if we lose our Earth? Is money more important than our lifes and our next generations? Do we have so careless minds? Do you believe that we still go heaven after being a part of destroying Earth? Since money originates from our thoughts, there should be only one reason to all these facts. Try to think.

Grown Up

2009-08-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

I am not sure whether i'd become more mature, or i'd become more weaker. As the world is changing, i think i might to. Physically, i am fatter. Some of my friends change, some still the same look. I really missed them. So so so happy that they came and i really appologize for those that i didn't call. Honestly, i think that my house is quite small, and i dont want to make it packed, coz my mom wouldn't like it. Secondly, i have all my friends in groups, so that they won't be bored. For example, if i call ah leng from A group and the rest from B group, then, ah leng might feel lonely. That's why, sorry Vincent, sorry Chia Ven, sorry Quak Howe, sorry Agilah, etc la... The list is too long, so i cut it short.
That night was blissful, noisy, happy night. Thou i felt is awk about the atmosphere of some many different groups gathering. The first who reach are Victor and Lee Yen. Lee Yen is from axismatics, my first impression on her is Maggee Mee Hair from Banting. Victor is her boy boy. Romantic beginning. They probably going to marry soon. LoLx.
Coming up is Kelvin Choong and his gf. I seriously dunno what's her name. Kelvin was a lousy prefect but a good friend from Sri Cempaka. Vegetarian and Handsome. Cute gf whom he loved so much.
Raymond and Kent Lim are Sri Cempaka gay pair. They aren't real gay but they probably will be. Still singles. They also have high demand on their GF, which i think isn't their catch.
June Win, Han Shing, and Yu Ying.... Sri Murni wouldn't be Sri Murni without them. They make school proud. I've been there for ten years. OM gosh. Long yesteryears, passing memories.
Pik Har! How did you know?? Oh yeah, How Yee told ya. THX for coming. Good woman and i haven't seen your little baby. How Yee and Hoong Yeh came after you, Pik Har. Sri Cempaka is quite short but i experienced long with you all. Its like i meant to go to that school.
We had joys and fun together. I hoped that there are more parties that i can go. So that i wont be forgotten. Haha.

Its so true

2009-06-10T14:58:00.001+08:00

its so true... when ppl say like ; ya such a fuking loser who just graduate? "LOL"
and i suppose they realli meant it... and when ppl are realli sincere to you, who they lend their hand and ask " do you need my help?" its so fake,, i think u r just hoping that i say " no dude, its fine"...

Swine Flu

2009-05-28T19:26:00.000+08:00

10 FACTS

2009-05-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

1.You`re reading my comment
2. Now youre saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that I skipped 3.
5. You`re checking it now.
6. You`re smiling.
7. You`re still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that I skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

My Half Year

2009-05-15T01:47:00.003+08:00

Funny

2009-03-31T00:22:00.001+08:00

2009-02-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

2008-11-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

You talk to me

2008-09-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

you talk to me
you speak with me
don"t sink before you rise baby
don"t fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the come we had feels like a world away
who"s to say
we"ll be ok
we will make it through the night
don"t wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we"re the same
and i know that we"ll never change
look i bought your favorite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don"t know if we"re gonna be the same baby
just talk with me cause i want you to stay here with me

Holiday... Tomolo Workingday

2008-09-25T01:03:00.002+08:00

so fast two days gone.... i felt i havent play enough.... y time pass so fast... haihz.... i am going to be working tomolo... it would be a very tired... stupid jusco... no people is going to shop until 11pm.... stupid stupid stupid...
why must open until so late... why why why...
yesterday is my friend birthday.... celebrate her 21st birthday at her rent hse in leng sing.... we all had noodle cup... and sup... erm... not bad... i had ate 5 sausages, 8 meat balls, 5 hams, 3 lunch meats, 2 bowls of sup....
full full full....
the red wine isnt dat satisfactory... cant swallow smoothly....

Just another day

2008-09-17T11:37:00.002+08:00

two weeks ago, i received a call from a long non-contact ex-schoolmate... inside the call, she invited me to her wedding dinner on 18october... i thought she was joking but it came down in a silent moment and its really happening... although marridge is a usual thing to happen in "our society",, i am quite surprised to hear the news... i mean, she is about my age... and i got this imagination of me, getting married the next day...
in the drama, it started wit a kiss, "Ji Hsu", the main character plays a role of a school boy, who is smart, rich and attractive to girls... He was living life in peace and high line until he met "Xiang Qing", who has nothing in common with him... They clash into each other when "Xiang Qing" house collapsed and she was forced to stay in "Ji Hsu" house along with her dad... they went through many moments til they got married... the last part of the story displayed a funny wedding ceremony whereby "Ji Hsu" wears a wedding gown and "Xiang Ching" wears a bridegroom shirt,, writing a happy ending...
erm,, back to the main topic,, i received a message few days ago, written in chinese which i cant read, so i asked my mom to read... its about forwarding her wedding dinner on 11october... omg, i alredi asked for halfday on 18october, how can i change the timetable...T_T sure cannot get lo.... i hoped my new manager is really really considerate.... haihz, if my ex-manager is around, den good lo...
today, i wan to do many things.... dunno what to do yet.... but i m going to some place...

NEW GENERATION

2008-09-09T01:30:00.001+08:00

Gathering for primary school

2008-09-07T00:29:00.003+08:00

神木与瞳 Y2J [黄美珍 & 赖铭伟] - 为你而活 MV (完整版)

2008-08-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

Dont Cry

2008-08-18T14:48:00.002+08:00

Dont cry for things that is not worth crying for..... Cry for the things that is most meaningful....
Tears are priceless.... You and me are priceless.....
Someone is suffering... Dont take everything like we suppose to have.... Dont be surprise that someone will backstab you...

OneMoreDay

2008-08-09T01:00:00.003+08:00

the things i learnt, i think i wan to care less and mind my own business...
i have not achieve anything great but atleast i live life happily...
to get rid of trouble is to stay out of it....
dont matter how smart you are or how great you are, just ask yourselve, are you in the right spot??? does this carry you to the next spot you want??? and will it change???
think less and most of the problems are gone.... think smart and not more when problem comes... breath in deeply and wait for 3 seconds , then, breath out and wait another 3 seconds and breath in... repeat for 3 or more times...
feel better??? if you are prepared, you wont shock urself, the chances of crying is less.....

Last night was history, next day is mystery, today is a gift, thats why its called present....

Sunset

2008-08-06T20:36:00.001+08:00

Today

2008-07-05T01:35:00.003+08:00

i really hate backstabber..... hate politics.... work is going to start in few hours,,, will i be scolded?? or fired?? i hope not.... guan ying bo bi....
i hope i can mix with them and get rid of the way they think of me....

MissingYou

2008-06-25T03:24:00.001+08:00

MTUC

2008-06-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

for all malaysian contract worker,, if ur company necglected ur benefits, go to MTUC for consultancy......

A good thing

2008-06-17T02:09:00.002+08:00

i think it is a good thing to increase the oil price... as long as the world keep develop, demands increase... when demands increase, they produce and sell.... and where they hav the ingredients? earth....
production kills nature.... increased oil price maintain car traffic, lower rate of road accident, less emittance of fuel gas, more car park, and increase number of pubblic transport....
that is due to my oppinion.... no offence...

Destiny or Fate

2008-06-17T01:52:00.004+08:00

its been a rainy day... i was freezing cold.... i knew that wud happen, so i brought along a jacket dat ariel, rain, vincent, edmund, poh juan?, etcc.... bought me... that was my 18 years old gift and it was my 1st ever birthday celebration wit my friends.... it was the best gift from my best friends, coz, i nvr had a jacket before, nothing to warm myself... tis is my warmest thing i hav hav to wear.... i love it...
erm... the long hours of work is nearer by seconds... can i handle wit panda eyes??? i think i will hav many caf. the next day to keep myself up....

Sudah Biasa

2008-06-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

Work... Great working place but i am going to transfer to sri petaling... the oil price had juz gone up... i hope i get increment... erm,, i think its not posible becoz sales number had dropped... juz hope for a better day....
for a moment that i think, my job here had make me improve myself... everything i learnt has make my work easily...
they say sri petaling branch is good for my future... i can learn many things there... erm,, juz hope that theres no problem....

JobFound

2008-06-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

i got a job.... the first time i got interviewed.... first time being asked so many question.... now i know how much i worth.... nothing to worry is also another thing to worry.... because of tat, i found myself a job....
tis job is an optician.... priority is customer.... i do eye check, dispense eyewear product......
workplace is leisure mall, zania by focus point....
i dunno whether i will last there.... out of a sudden, i think i am lack of confident.... but tis is not about the job dat i am worry about.... its about my position as an optician.....

Blue....Light Blue is not Blue....

2008-05-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

light blue is light blue,, and blue is blue.....
today, yesterday and the past few weeks, business had dropped...... we all are getting bored.....
as we all know, the terible nature disaster happen in sichuan, many people lost their homes, families, schools, and everything.... we all should contribute abit to them.... i think its a sad thing to happen.... just imagine in the middle of normal routine, studying, working, u were there, and suddenly the earth shock.... just lik dat... everything u have had gone....
one of the most touching and sad incident happen is about a mother and daughter/son story.... it was about few days after the earthquake when the rescuer found a dead woman body on top of a 6 months old child.... the child was kept alive apon long hours by a bottle of milk.... it was believed dat the dead woman is the child's mother.... before the building fell,, the mother quickly grabbed a bottle of milk to feed her baby and hugged the child really close.... the mother actually knew she was going to die... she wanted her child to live.... so,, for all my fellow blog readers,, pls love ur mother....

Songs

2008-05-19T05:52:00.000+08:00

MyComfortZone

2008-05-12T02:50:00.004+08:00

actually i am very sleepy and wanted to sleep but i have to not sleep for a moment to post this sleepy thingy....
I AM IN MY COMFORT ZONE.... alrite, i have to get out, do serious.... have not been getting any salary... so, i realli wanted to learn more about optics... products, refraction, lens edging, communication, etc.....
before dat i wanted to announce, it has been a year for us..... we went to jogoya..... very delicious......... there are many different kinds of food...... too much to mention..... but anyway, its been a year..... many obsticles...... many arguments..... many fights.... and each time we learn something from it...... we learnt how to realise.... we realise each other more...... we realise dat we shud BRING A SPARE SHOE WITH US.....
common idea of a sweet couple is to be more like each other....and its realli not true.... a sweet couple should be more agressive and know how to say sorry..... being together isnt a responsible but its a miracle...... recalling to all those sweet moments, even if i am angry or not happy, i will say i am sorry or make easy ways for each other....... i am not saying dat for the sack of good moments,, its because we realise something in our heart... also, its realli not worth breaking our heart.... cause our heart is priceless.....

Liang Wen Ying

2008-05-12T02:01:00.004+08:00

she is as hot as my girlfriend.... i love her... i mean my girlfriend.... ^^

I_Am_Not_Baby

2008-04-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

i felt that i am pampered everytime i share my thoughts.... this time i choose not to tell anyone and keep it.... i dun wan to share my sadness.... becoz of me, you cried... i cant stand anymore for u to cry.... but i cant lie... i dunno how to lie... i cant keep a good smile infront of u while i am sad.... i dunno how to pretend.... maybe.... i am juz a sha gua....

火柴天堂(FirewoodHeaven)

2008-04-14T02:50:00.008+08:00

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻　

一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸　
雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次　
点燃火柴　
微微光芒
看到希望
看到梦想看见天上的妈妈说话

她说　
你要勇敢　
你要坚强　
不要害怕不要慌张让你从此
不必再流浪

妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂

ROLLING STAR

2008-04-07T02:58:00.001+08:00

Lyrics: YUI Music: YUI

Mou gaman bakkashiteran nai yo
Iitai koto wa iwa nakucha

Kaerimichi yuugure no BASU tei
Ochi konda senaka ni
Bye Bye Bye

Kimi no Fighting Pose
Mise nakya Oh!Oh!

Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
Arasoi monaku heiwa na nichijou

Demo genjitsu wa hibi torabutte
Tama ni kuyandari shiteru
Sonna Rolling days

Koron ja ttatte
Iin ja nai no
Son toki wa waratte ageru

Norikonda BASU no oku kara
Chiisaku hohoemi ga mieta

Kimi wo tayori ni shiteru yo Oh!Oh!

Yume ni made mita you na Sweet Love
Koibito tachi wa kakure ga wo sagasu no

Demo genjitsu wa ae nai hi ga
Tsuduki nagara mo shinjiteru no
Rolling days

Tsumazuitatte Way to go !!
Yeah!! Yeah!!
Doro darake Rolling star !!

Narubeku egao de itai keredo
Mamori nuku tame ni wa shikata nai desho?

Kitto uso nante
Sou imi wo mota nai no
~All my loving
Sou ja nakya yatteran nai

Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
Arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou

Demo genjitsu wa hibi torabutte
Tama ni kuyandari shiteru
sonna Rolling days

...Sou wakatteru tte
Tsumazuitatte Way to go!!
Yeah!! Yeah!!
Doro darake Rolling star!!

For DuMMies~~>The Song Is AutoPlayed In My Blog(Doesnt Need Link)

R

2008-04-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

I am R..... R as Reno.... Reno as rephrase no.... "no"
if u ask me, am i handsome.... no
am i fit.... no
am i rich.... no
am i nice.... no
am i friendly.... no
am i sexy.... no
am i talkative.... no

dats the reason i choose Reno as my nickname.....
dont ask me to borrow money, coz i will say...... no

no no no.....

HEHE!!! I AM SO COOL

Bad Mood

2008-04-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

Bad Mood

YehYehAndPoPo

2008-03-30T17:45:00.003+08:00

My grandparents... I remember it was a dull night, about 11 years ago, mom received a call from aunt....We weren't shocked about the news.... My grandpa was about 95 years old when he passed... My granny passed a year later.... I never knew them... I remembered they always smoke.... Like father like son.... their son, who is my dad, also smoke.... EVERYDAY...-_-!
I dont know what my granny told me, but i have rough idea of what she said...
My uncle had stroke 2 years ago... Today he speaks like her.... Not that i am cursing but just reminded me of what granny told me....
Really need to cut down sugar and high cols... Bad bad bad for health....

New PC

2008-03-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

setting up and installing software is so mafan.... i m willing to pay rm50 to whoever can install for me warcraft and make DOTA work!!!!!
I am so messy.... but one good thing bout the new desktop... it suit the colour of everything else... great speed.... twin master cooling system... supportable graphic card... large hardisk....
i thought of changing my printer,, cause its white.... everything else is black...
after watching bleach... black is my colour now....
am i childish?? no i m not... juz too boring.... guys are lik dat de la....

WhatsTodayGoingOn?

2008-03-15T04:58:00.005+08:00

today, one 50++ years old man with his family came by to make new glasses... its kinda special... he has tumour in his head and lvl.13 bloodsugar .... no matter how perfect the test, one of his eye stayed stable at 6/36(means he can onli see things at 6 metre wit the size of a normal person looking at 36 metre)... its realli dangerous and meaningless for him to buy glasses at this stake... he didnt want his family to know and so we kept the patients privacy and identity... i dunno that we are lucky or not for having a new customer... i dont understand why he dun wan his family to know... no matter how, they will know... he is realli selfish... wanted his few years of happiness to change his family life time of sadness..... but i am sorry for him...

Coldzy Coldzy

2008-03-13T04:47:00.002+08:00

today is a long day and coldzy coldzy.... two plus one celcius... i felt so cold... i ate curry and curry and curry and coffee coffee coffee.... i m still cold,, no doubt,, wtf....
erm.... as i am currently working.... i hav to take longer drive and fuel and tolls, so many expenses.... went to genting to try the oldtown there.... so delicious... curry mee and kaya bread and soft boiled eggs... not to mention its house special white coffee... the curry sup was curry.... spicy.... and i can taste its santan together with chicken sup.... the delicious part was the mixture of cold weather and hot curry sup... the spice meets genting... wats hotter den stim curry?
before that, we took the roads thru mrr2.... as the storm rushed in, condensing all the way thru up, i had a hard time thinking my way up... i wasnt looking my way up.... its so freaking smookie... its like rikimaru making smoke...(dota)
dazzling, mumbo jumbo... the stars are here.... yoga, peter, ting wei, ren jie, and ya zi are here in malaysia... tomolo at 1.30pm, there will be a promotion at genting timesquare.... i wan to go...:(
but haihz,, wuts the different? we all are human being, juz they can sing better onli ma... (i hope i feel better)

YouAreAlwaysBesideMe

2008-03-11T02:58:00.002+08:00

Cold

2008-03-05T01:48:00.003+08:00

Cool air makes me sick... i am so sleepless... now is in the middle of the night... midnight.... one thing about cold night is when u listen to a very slow song, u can realli hear its passion... the things dat i think when i m listening to the songs like 總在我身旁 by superstar avenue singers, is my pig gf... she is so sleeping pig now dat i m so afraid i will awake her if i sms her.... bibi... can u hear me? i miss you...
couple days ago when i heard that she might iM to aus, i was stunned... i realli afraid that that day will be...... how i hope dat its not going to be true.... i realli tot that its going to... like i dunno wut to do.... but i think its the day i cried most that i am sure that it wont be real....
i realli dont wan to write anymore, coz i felt crying is the most terrible thing.... and i wan to say to my faithful readers that; dont cry alone....

ValentineDay

2008-02-14T04:10:00.004+08:00

1stDayOfCNY

2008-02-08T02:57:00.000+08:00

The year of rat, a brand new year, wish all of you out there a prosper year and gong xi fat cai....

Tired Week

2008-02-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

the week is so tiring dat i hav conjunctivitis(a.k.a conjunctiva's blood vessels dilation)... thursday me and bibi went to watch meet the spartans... funny lo... i will survive i will survive.... ahhaha..... den at night we had dinner at jin hou steambot restaurant wit kee shin, raymond, kent lim, siao ee, dohminic, how yee..... as usual, some ppl juz keeps coming late...went to wong kok to yum cha... after everything, try to sleep... haihz... but le slept less... maybe becoz of the tea....
next morning drove to bi's hse, sing k lo.... sing from 1 to 6.30... den ate dinner... fried rice and vege and fishy and tou fu... opps i ate ah ma de vege..... den ma go to u way hse.... drink drank drunk lo... dizzy... and tired...
erm,,sat play basketball lo... i bounce bounce bounce bounce bounce... tired until speechless...
aunty : go to play basketball ar?
me : .............
aunty : today eat mountain pig, you cant eat lo... eat scramble eggs la..
me : .......... ......... .........
aunty : u din bath ar??
me : ya i play wit my frens... erm i think i go back early today coz my mom wan me to clean the gods table for some occasion.....
aunty : ............
erm,, our conversation is something lik dat la.....
den i reached home... bath... cook dinner.... MOM you are so LAZY!!! ate dinner,, relax....
kent lim called me out to sungai long to meet a singer in 1st station... raymond and kent lim so mat lat lou... stop staring at ppl la.... hai yo.... i was damn sleepy alredi.... den raymond said lets go genting.... i tot he was joking.... i said,, ok la,, go ba,, go take a deep breath,, pee pee den come down la.... after dat he went to siao ee frens hse take sweater,, went back his own hse take sweater... going alredi lo... sei,, how i tell my mom,, i m darn sleepy... i called my mom,,
mom : what?
me : go back home late ar...
mom : cannot... come back earlier la....
me : i try la....
mom : you go sing k ar?
me : how you know ge?
mom : ofcoz la, i am ur mom ma....
me : okla... since you know.... (press stop)
haha,, i m so not a good boy.... den went up lo... stop at gohtong mamak... yum cha again.... stp kent lim, make the plate fell and spilt the malay uncle... luckily he din smack kent lim.... i look at him, and i felt embarass for him....
go up again.... walk walk walk walk walk.... breath.... pee..... time flies... 5 something alredi... went down.... sei siao ee, i want to sit infront lo... steal my place...i cant sleep lo at the back... den reach alredi mrr2....
raymond : lets go hav breakfast
us : ...................................................................................................... .............................................................we want to sleep la......
raymond : dont lik dat..... wan eat wat???
kent lim : why not go eat dim sum at cow boy......
raymond : ok.......
me : huh..............
ok.... den in a split second we r there....kent lim keep taking keep takin keep taking.... a rough idea of how much we ate....20 plates of small dim sum.... 2 plates of bao..... 4 plates of chi choong fun.....
raymond keep forcing me to eat.... T_T.....
the rest no nid to say..... i m full.... i m hyper tired.... straight to bed when reach home....

My Childhooed Hero

2008-01-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

Involved in the world of pro wrestling in 1985-86 and 1994-95. Was Hulk Hogan's tag team partner at the first Wrestlemania (1985) (V), defeating the team of Paul Orndorff and Roddy Piper on March 31, 1985. His feud with Piper continued into Wrestlemania 2 (1986) (V), when he defeated Piper in a boxing match by disqualification. Mr. T returned to the WWF as a special guest referee in 1987, then disappeared from the wrestling world. Seven years later, he reappeared as a special referee for a Hogan-Ric Flair match, in October 1994. He stayed with Hogan for a few matches before returning to obscurity.

8TV Banned For Three Months

2008-01-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

OIAM NEWS! 8TV Banned For Three Months

Local production house is banned showing live and delayed telecast concerts and all entertainment programmes
Following investigations into 8TV’s "Rockin Birthday Concert" where Faizal Tahir too off his shirt and exposed his body which was painted with the letter "S" in red, 8TV has been banned from showing live and delayed telecast concerts and all entertainment programmes for three months effective Jan 15.
The effected programmes are: One In A Million, Project Superstar and American Idol.
According to 8TV's CEO Ahmad Izham Omar, this is the first time in four years such an incident occurred. "We are taking positive steps to ensure that this will not happen again," he said.
Currently, 8TV has reached two conclusions: Faizal will no longer be with 8TV and steps to manage the three shows.
"Shows will be recorded from now for the given period (3 months). The schedule for One In A Million will still be the same only the broadcast time will be different," said Izham.
However, nothing has been confirmed yet.
As for Faizal, he is barred from appearing live or in delayed telecast of entertainment programmes aired by private television stations and may face similar action from Radio Televisyen Malaysia (RTM).

Pancake

2008-01-13T02:01:00.000+08:00

This jus look good... i have some of these at mcD... and it was delicious... Thumbs up....

To Do(from Yahoo)

2008-01-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

1. Write a bona fide letter to someone who won’t expect it. Think of a person who really matters to you and recount one of your most hilarious moments together, thank her for guiding you through a difficult time, or just tell her that you want to get together more often.

2. Enlist everyone in the house, including the kids, to speed-clean one drawer. Set up a box for donations and another for trash. (Just be sure to survey your children’s pulled items, in case those pricey ballet slippers made their way into the Salvation Army bin.)

3. Empty your e-mail in-box. Delete and file. If your entire in-box is too overwhelming to tackle, focus on one day or one week of e-mails first.

4. Take digital photos of all the valuables in one room for insurance purposes. Keep the photos in a folder with original receipts or estimated values and serial numbers or warranties.

5. Toss all the liquor bottles in your bar that are less than one-eighth full (like that 1989 crème de menthe). If there’s more than a cocktail’s worth, try out a new drink, such as a stinger or an Amaretto sour. (See Easy Cocktail Recipes for how to make these drinks.) But remember: “Some low-proof liqueurs can spoil,” says Dale DeGroff, author of The Craft of the Cocktail (Clarkson Potter, $35, www.amazon.com). “Spirits of 80 proof will last for years in most cases, but liqueurs should be tasted if they have been stored for that long.”

6. Try one new food.

7. Donate to your favorite charity. Visit www.justgive.org and browse the nonprofit’s 19 different categories (such as “disaster relief” and “environment”), research a charity’s financials, decide where to give, and make a donation.

8. Send a year’s worth of blooms to yourself (or a loved one) through a floral site like www.calyxandcorolla.com, where you can order cut flowers or plants delivered monthly (cost: about $30 to $50 a month).

9. Buy a few lint rollers and hang one near every entrance to the house. No more frantic searching for the defuzzer at the last minute or getting caught in a meeting with Rover’s yellow hair all over your black dress.

10. Schedule a day off from work.

11. Program five essential numbers into your cell phone, like your doctor and your favorite take-out place, to avoid searching in address books and phone books for the same numbers again and again.

12. Swap music. Switch MP3 players with your spouse, child, or friend and listen to his or her favorite playlist. You’ll discover new artists, and you just might learn something about the person you swapped with. (Your macho husband likes ’N Sync?)

10-01-2008

2008-01-11T04:07:00.000+08:00

its a rainy day... as i alredi knew where i shud go... i was playing a fool... as i didnt notice, the only fool is me... i wan to make days brighter... i wan you to see the sunset... see the rainbow... sunshine... erm... but the unexpected happen... its my fault... i didnt take care of your feeling... when i first step in the car, i pretend to be nasty, as i tot, u will play the drama wit me... but it ends up me being the clown... the clown who hurts... i m feeling very sorry... and i had said before, i am a lousy bf... i dunno how to manage ur heart...

i m feeling cold... realli miss hugs... so much so, i wish i can see u before i close my eyes...
today sunset realli nice, its the best sunset... i hope dat wud cure ur moody feeling...

i didnt make up to look older

6-Ways of Diet(From Yahoo)

2008-01-08T02:04:00.000+08:00

Low energy really puts a drag on your day, keeping you from enjoying your daily activities. The causes of low energy are numerous, but it usually points to the stress of living in this modern world.
Coping with stressful situations requires a lot of energy, leaving the average person drained and even depressed. Discover six amazing ways you can restore your energy below.1. Energize with a Blockbuster BreakfastWe have all heard that "you are what you eat," but it's also true that you are when you eat. The human body follows a circadian rhythm, and because of this, the same foods eaten at breakfast and lunch are assimilated differently than when they are eaten later. Start the day right with a breakfast that gives you the energy you need to function strong all day long.
Studies have shown that when you eat your daily protein and fat at breakfast, you tend to lose weight and have more energy; conversely, eating the same things at dinner increases your tendency toward weight gain, increased blood pressure, and heart disease. 2. Sustainable Energy with SnacksMost people eat too many foods that supply a rapid burst of energy in the form of simple carbohydrates and sugars - which burn out fast, leaving us depleted - rather than foods with a more sustainable energy content.
Eat a snack at mid-morning and another one at mid-afternoon. Good ones to choose are nuts, seeds, fruits, or protein-rich foods like hummus made from beans; these will help you sustain your energy and prevent low blood sugar from setting in. Make your own trail mix with almonds, pine nuts, walnuts, dried cranberry, raisins, or any other combination.3. Ginseng Restores Failing EnergyThe most famous of energy tonics, Panax ginseng has been prized and used for 5,000 years in Asian medical traditions. Ginseng's popular uses include increasing physical and mental endurance, decreasing fatigue, and gently boosting energy. Unlike coffee, which stimulates the central nervous system, ginseng elevates energy gently. People taking ginseng often report overall improvement in wellbeing. Available as powder, capsule, and tea, you can find ginseng in your local health food store.4. Flush Out ToxinsOne cause of low energy is a buildup of toxins in the system. Water is very important in properly flushing the system and hydrating the cells to prevent buildup of toxic waste products. Drink at least eight glasses of water per day at room temperature. Better yet, drink teas made with herbs such as peppermint, chrysanthemum, and dandelion that gently cleanse your body. 5. Proper Posture Promotes Energizing Your mother was looking out for your health when she told you to stop slouching. Slouching not only makes you look older than you are, it also leads to a huge drop in energy by decreasing your oxygen intake. When you compress the diaphragm and ribs, full respiration cannot take place and the blood flow is slowed to your brain and extremities. To get proper posture, pull your chin inward and pretend there is a string pulling straight up from the top of your head.6. Raise Your Energy with ExerciseGetting enough exercise is crucial to maintaining a high energy level. Exercise helps us deal with daily stresses; without it, the body is rapidly depleted of vital energy. There are many opportunities throughout your day to be active. Take the stairs instead of the elevator. Park a few blocks away from your destination. Walk briskly, run, or ride your bike instead of driving. Sweep the floor with a broom instead of a vacuum. Cut your lawn with a manual mower. Take a break from sitting to stretch or do a set of squats.
To really jumpstart your energy, try this: Jump rope for five minutes every hour throughout the day and drink a glass of water afterward. This will increase your circulation, get more oxygen in your body, and remove toxins from your body.I hope that this article helps you maintain your vitality! I invite you to visit often and share your own personal health and longevity tips with me. May you live long, live strong, and live happy!-Dr. Mao

SpyCamS

2008-01-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

Nude victims in ‘compromising’ acts

SOME of the footage seized from the voyeur who installed spy cams in the bathrooms used by 19 college girls showed some of the victims in ‘compromising positions’.
Sources said the incriminating footage was found in an MP4 player seized from the 34-year-old suspect.

“He would store the clips containing incriminating acts for his own use and delete the rest after watching them,” said a source.

The voyeur spent hours scouring the Net on how to install the spy cams before acquiring the equipment from eBay, a popular online auction site which deals with all kinds of gadgets, spending thousands of ringgit.

The source said the suspect got his chance when tenants of his double-storey house in Taman Bullion Mewah in Sentul complained of a faulty toilet two months ago.

He told the girls that he needed a day to repair the toilet and used the opportunity to install the cameras in the other bathrooms in the house.

The father of two, who was reported to have gained the trust of his tenants, then spent several hours a week sitting in his Toyota Avanza parked outside the house where he would get ‘live’ video streaming from the bathrooms via his laptop.

He would later transfer the footage to an MP4 player.

No one suspected anything although several neighbours saw him in the car, normally during lunch time.

The girls’ college mates confirmed seeing the suspect in his car when they came home for lunch but thought nothing of it.

“We did not even know that he owned the house. It never crossed our minds that he was up to no good,” said one of them.

The youth was one of the two who spotted the cameras after being alerted by the girls who lived next door. He declined to be identified.

He said the Avanza was usually parked under a tree or in front of the girls’ house two or three times a week.

“He looked as if he was reading something from a laptop, but we ignored him.

I only realised he was the landlord when police arrested him on Saturday night,” he said.

His friend said they usually came home for lunch, just like the other college students living in the area.

“We were shocked when one of the girls asked for our help after showing us a picture she took on her cell phone of something in the toilet.

“We went to their house and using a knife, we took off the cover and found the spy cam. We tested it and noticed that the camera was activated everytime the bathroom lights came on,” he said.

They called police who arrived at 10pm. After checking the house, police told the girls to ask the landlord to come over.

“The man was arrested when he arrived at midnight,” he said.

Sentul police chief Assistant Commissioner K.

Kumaran said the case is being investigated although it had been solved with the arrest of the suspect.

The case is being investigated under Section 292 of the Penal Code for possession of obscene objects which, if convicted, is punishable by a jail term of up to three years, or a fi ne, or both.

It is learnt that police will submit the investigation paper to the deputy public prosecutor’s office today.

On Monday, it was reported that 19 students living in the double-storey terrace house for two years did not know that they were being watched via spy cams installed in all the three bathrooms.

On Saturday evening, however, one of the girls who was showering noticed something sticking out of the ceiling and checked with her neighbours.

Upon investigating, they found the cameras installed near the fl uorescent lights.

Who's Watching You in Your Hotel Room?
Wes VernonSaturday, July 21, 2001 WASHINGTON - Next time you check into a hotel, you may want to consider asking if there are any hidden cameras in your assigned room.
There could be cameras hidden in mirrors, television sets, lamps and even the radio alarm clock on your nightstand.
"What? Hidden cameras in my hotel room? That’s like placing a hidden camera in my own home without my knowledge or consent. Once I’m in my hotel room, I’m in my home away from home.”
That’s your likely reaction.
However, Fox News reports that at least two hotels have bought that kind of security equipment. More than that may be involved. In an interview with NewsMax.com, Arielle Jamil, director of public affairs for Counter Spy Shops, specialty stores for high-tech spy equipment and devices, did not dispute us when we asked if two hotel chains had bought the spy gear.
Two hotel chains? Which ones?
"We don’t disclose the names of our customers,” replied Jamil, director of public affairs for the Counter Spy Shop chains.
So why on earth would a hotel want to jeopardize customer relations by risking the appearance of spying on its own guests?
"They buy it for security reasons.”
Yes, but that same equipment that can be used for security reasons can just as easily be used to spy on the hotel guest.
"Oh, but they use it only to look into the room at a time of the day when the guest is not there."
You mean in midday when the maids are cleaning?
"Maids, anyone else from housekeeping, engineering if there’s a mechanical problem that needs to be fixed." Hotels don’t want to be sued by guests who complain that something was stolen while they were out.
Okay, but how does the guest know that some voyeur on the hotel staff won’t use the equipment to peer in at a guest? And how does the hotel always know when the customer is out for the day? Some hotel guests keep odd hours.
"Well, you know, we just sell the equipment. We can’t be responsible for whatever the buyers choose to do with it," Jamil responded. "It’s the same thing with people who sell butcher knives. They don’t know if the customer is going to misuse it."
True, there were those who wondered if the O.J. Simpson case would spark a movement for knife control. But there is less temptation for misuse of a butcher knife or a gun. That is why the gun-control movement in this country has been on the defensive of late. Most folks don’t want to kill anybody. Putting spy equipment in the hands of a bored night clerk raises all kinds of temptations.
And another distinction: Killing people, of course, is illegal. Spying on people through legally purchased spy or "security" equipment is legal. That’s right. There’s no law preventing it, especially if it’s done in the name of "security."
The Counter Spy Shops are owned by the CCS International Inc., headquartered in New Rochelle, N.Y. Shops are in such far-flung locations as New York City, Washington, Beverly Hills, Miami, Hong Kong, London and South Korea.
Its Web site advertises a wide variety of spy equipment.
One ad says, "Who would suspect a video system to be concealed within the functioning alarm clock radio? CCS presents the most recent advancement in miniature surveillance technology … Due to its unique disguise, the camera can shoot pictures discretely even from close up."
Near the picture of a lamp, there is this:
"This hi-tech portable system allows you to monitor in real time, your office, home, store, property, store, garage, or business while you’re away." Or hotel room?
CCS says it has been in business since 1959. This is an industry that apparently has been growing. CCS has competition for this market.
Aimdiscount.com boasts "the best quality available in Wireless Hidden Camera Systems” that are "so successful because they appear to be everyday items.”
Among its advertised "everyday items” containing cameras are an alarm clock radio, a smoke alarm, a wireless wall clock, a picture frame, a lamp, an artificial plant basket, a night light, and even a "wireless tissue box.”
Jamil of CCS told NewsMax that the company has many different kinds of customers.
Government agencies?
"Lots,” she replied.
That is already universally suspected.
But when you question your privacy in, of all places, your own hotel room, you might think of William Raspberry’s recent column in the Washington Post saying that as far as privacy is concerned, the horse is out of the barn.
NewsMax.com, however, will not throw up its hands and give up this fight. Americans are entitled to the privacy they have come to expect. If you lose all privacy, you have crossed the line from a republic to a police state.

during these few days, ppl are talking bout a minister being caught having sex in a hotel with a woman by a spy-camera... so i was wondering, if i juz got married, and went for a honey moon, generally i will hav sex wit my wife... but den after hearing this, i realli nid to consider to stay in a hotel anymore.... especially, i m very pity for girls, coz i heard theres not onli spy cam in hotel but also changing rooms, public toilets... its like there no where safe anymore... haihz,, how can tis world become like tis...

See the Spy Finder in Action

How do I find a hidden spy camera? The Spy finder is the simple answer. You will be able to locate any hidden camera any spy cam any nanny camera This is the product everyone is talking about. We're actually getting hate mail from other spy shop owners. The Spy Finder , like it or not, is here to stay. You can be secure in any area by using the spy finder to check for hidden cameras. Hotel room cameras? Spyfinder finds them. Dressing room cameras? Spyfinder finds them. The original technology used to locate wired and wireless spy cameras was developed by a military engineering and contractor firm about five years ago. The device worked and worked well.
Say Goodbye To Spy Pinhole and hidden Cameras
Last Year, Over 74 Million Dollars Was Spent On Spy CamerasAlone. They Are Everywhere, Mostly Where They Shouldn't BeIn The First Place. The Spyfinder Locates hidden Spy and Pinhole Cameras, Wired Or Wireless cameras, Dead or Alive From 30 FEET!!!!
Anyone Hiding A Camera In A Dressing Room, Tanning Booth, Restroom, Etc. WILL BE CAUGHT...........
The SpyFinder hidden camera detector/locator is the most reliable and easy to use technology on the market for making sure that your private actions are not being watched. Its function is based on the principle of optical augmentation. This technical jargon refers to the phenomenon where light reflected from a focused optical system, such as a video camera, is reflected along the same path as the incident light. This means that if a hidden camera is illuminated and viewed with the SpyFinder technology, then a strong reflection from the target camera will reveal its position to the user.
See the Spy Finder in ActionThe SpyFinder exploits this phenomenon by using a ring of ultra-bright LEDs arranged around a viewing port. When a user scans a room looking through the viewing port, a hidden camera appearing in the field of view will brightly reflect the light from the LEDs.
Operation
While the equivalent of rocket scientists thought up the SpyFinder technology, operating it is not rocket science. Simply look through the viewing port (see photo) and depress the button to activate the LEDs. Slowly scan areas where hidden cameras are suspected and look for bright reflected spots. Remember, most hidden video cameras use pinhole camera lenses, so the spot you are looking for could be small.
If you see a suspected camera, move your vantage point slightly. If the location of the reflection moves as you move, then this is not a camera. If the location of the reflection does not move, then it is highly likely that you have discovered the optics of a hidden camera.
For example, consider a wall clock that has a domed plastic cover and a pinhole camera concealed under the numeral six on the clock face. When the SpyFinder is used to scan the clock, a reflection will be noted where the camera is located beneath the six and a reflection will also be noted from the plastic cover. However if you move your vantage point just a little, you will notice that the location of the false positive reflection point from the plastic cover will move, while the reflection from the camera remains under the numeral six on the clock face.
TRUE STORIES
1) In July 2002 an Ohio man staying in Knoxville at a major hotel chain found a hidden camera in a bathroom light fixture. He discovered the small video camera after noticing a tiny black spot. He thought it was an insect, but it turned out to be a hole in the fixture that concealed a video camera.
2) July 2003 Overton County Tennessee parents, upset that their children were filmed undressing in school locker rooms have filed suit, charging that school officials allowed surveillance cameras to be installed and then failed to secure the images.
3) A woman who says she noticed a video camera in the ceiling of the bathroom of a franchised toy is suing the retailer for invasion of privacy. She noticed a hole in the ceiling above the commode while visiting the suburban Atlanta store on March 21, 2003.
4) August 2004, Ithaca, New York - A college student called police after discovering a pinhole camera in the bathroom of the apartment she shared with three women, and now her landlord is charged with unlawful surveillance. The landlord faces four counts of unlawful video surveillance, a felony that can draw up to four years in prison. He also owns several rental properties near Cornell University. Police said they searched two other apartments and found two pinhole cameras and several video recordings of at least four students.
5) Guilty verdicts in 16 electronic eavesdropping cases were returned in Lenawee County Circuit Court against the owner of a tanning salon. The proprietor was arrested after police on Feb. 27 found a hidden camera in the tanning room and five tapes of customers.

MerryGoRound

2008-01-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

PRESSURE!!!!

2008-01-05T13:11:00.000+08:00

y must force me go work??? y must wan me to go work at places foreign to me??? y???
as my result is going to come out in feb, i realli juz wan to work for about 2 weeks and not wanting to learn anything.... first thing, cny is on 7... if i work, i nid reduce my cny celebration, especially most of my primary school friend wan to go out wit me.... second, valentine, my 1st valentine, is one of the importance i wudnt wan to miss.... 23feb, jay chow concert.... its all happening on feb... how can i find a job??? how???
pls dont push me.... T_T

Resolutions

2008-01-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

as i read so many resolutions, and i think over by some times, whats my resolution for this year? i guess i have no resolution cause i am quite happy with my life right now... in some point, i want to improve myself...
if can, i want to have a perfect body with 6p.... wahaha... exercise lo...
erm, i want to be more clear minded... smarter...
and and,,, erm,,, i want to be more mature MENTALLY...
ya ya.... dats all... ok... moving on to 2007 achievement....
i passed my practical exam.... learnt plenty road.... more control driving skill... FATTER.... still waiting for my theory results....
my best achievement is being with bibi.... as i think it is fate brought us together... nothing is more happier.... *close my eyes*
my 2008 wish, i wish i can be with bibi forever... erm,, as i think many ppl will think dat, how long is forever?? its as simple as its word... just dont count the days going to be together, just hope for the days i can live, i wanted to be with bibi.... simple?? pls dont comment bout tis... i dont like ppl talking bout realistic infront of me, coz in my world, real or not, it dont stop me from doing it.... wats wrong being in fantasy world?? we will die one day anyway.... just live life to the fullest la...
and finalize my top point, its raining now, and i want to pee... peace ^^V...

Eye'sDark

2007-12-29T05:29:00.001+08:00

panda eye... last night, i heard that my friend broke up becoz he had an ex-gf... well, some ppl might think she is stupid, some even think she is trying to find an excuse to dump my friend... erm,, i see him living his life well... doesnt seem sad... isit becoz he hide his tears or juz he dun care bout his last relationship... its correct that,, being happy is better den being sad,, but isit so easy to let go a relationship??? going through ppl blogs,, i found dat,, they usually encourage themselve to be strong.... i personally think that loving someone cannot be mixed wit reality... means ,,, as example,,, in my friend case,, he dont show any sadness after break up.... i mean,,, shud he go and drink?? or be cheerful?? the matter is not shud or shud not,,, its whether how deep is his feelings.... i sometimes think dat,, i shudnt cheer other ppl up when they break,, well atleast they wont be happy awhile den sad again,,, i rather they be sad for a period of time,, den come out as themself.... i also think,,, if sad,, its good to cry.... god make us cry-able,,, den juz cry la... wats wrong??? listen to the saddest songs and sing ur heart and cry as hard as you could.... living life in reality and in own dreamland both come to the end soon... as long as being a better ownself, whats wrong living in dreamland.... afterall,, life is unpredictable...being realistics doesnt always gain...
my dear de bro is going to australia next year.... he seem to be very care dear these few days.... isit becoz he finally realise next year is juz around corner?? i dunno... i juz think that he is like me... but juz luckier.... i m glad dat i m better den those unfortunate ones.... atleast i hav shelter and food... but i realli think that,, dear shud get more education since she is so good in studies... it doesnt matter son nor daughter... its the same....

Finding Job

2007-12-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

Erm, i knew that studies are less important... today i went for interview, all they ask for is experience and looks... the first thing asked,,, how long i had work... ofcoz,, i work several years as part time but actually i forgot everything when i study... so everytime i work again in my holiday,,, my memory is lik refreshed... and so,, today when i was asked bout lens products, i am completed down to zero... i cant do my eyetest and i cant cut my lens.... cause frankly,, i only roughly remember... besides dat,, after the cruel exam,,, my look had become more down and tired... the guy interviewing me said i dont hav enuff eye contacts and my smile wasnt natural... ofcoz la,, i haven even bath and i was wearing my pm rm2 pants.... such a shame... i knew the outcome alredi... actually i realli wan to learn more about MOG, focus point and a-look... those are the three most successful optical shops in malaysia in case of overall performance... i realli nid to go in and work from one of them... pls giv me a better job... ^_^V

Longest Hour

2007-12-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

in this minute, i found myself cry-able... reminded my late pet, Mimi... reminded dat, every year, i lost friends.... reminded dat the room i m living, is so cold... even as i cry so hard, i cant rewind and playback the moments before... even as i cry so hard, i cant change the fact that i hurt someone before... even as i cry so hard, i cant become the person i dreamt before...
you are my tears,
symbolizes my white and black,
behind the bubbly cloud,
of the blue sky,
you are my eyes,
let me see this world,
is just infront of me,
you are one part of me....
my heart is so brittle... so little... and maybe infront of everyone,, i smile... but behind,,, i m a human....

Shoes

2007-12-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

Why shoes??Why female so interested with shoes??Why??Can they ever throw away a JimmyChoo??? I mean CAN they worth so much to keep??? Buying is one thing,, and wearing is another...
People say, "A lady's shoes is de f'mine best friend" ....

KO-Numbers

2007-12-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

erm... similar to ko1 de show, chung ji yi ban, ssm had a class like dat.... smoking, fighting, basketball.... legends of ssm... haihz... missing dat kinda of days... if now asked,,, regret of doing dat?? sure say no.... coz dat was the most memorable days.... seeing them fighting was kinda entertaining.... others school came to our school to fight.... after dat,,, when all kicked out of school,,, some go cp,,, some go sg long,,, some even work... their trace were gone... siannezzz.... no more entertainment....

how to kiss

2007-12-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

Motivation

2007-12-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

some ppl say dat when we put something in mind, we can reach the impossible... we try to understand dat the progress is more important than outcome... and how much effort we put in too... the more hardworking we are,, we will be more lucky... true, as it also means every hardwork doesnt always pay off... we juz get luckier... and most importantly how it is changed thru times... factors affecting motivation??? what makes you wake up everyday?? what inspire you to take the steps you are taking now??? how to count the uncountable effort?? how to know the outcome of something before it happen??

Factor 1(Person or thing that make you wake)
i think that a person motivation is dependant on a person or thing... they change your mind.... they make you wake up everyday.... receiving the very first light patch from a distant object, innovate the very first cone of retina, travel thru the first visual pathway and triggering our midbrain... in every heart there is something dat push us... have you find it yet??

Factor 2(Inspiration)
try counting the days you lived,,, and try see what we came by all these years... ordinary person with ordinary life... isit enough to inspire you... i had seen countless 40 to 50 years of age of people travelled the globe... knowing that one day they will be bored of their life and want to go on to the next life as soon as possible... they really hav no regret in life???

Cause 1(Effort is uncountable)
we cant really COUNT how much effort we do unless there's a relative to compare... judging effort is just a waste of time... we dont count them,, we should feel blessed for while still being able to do all the stuff we are doing...

Cause 2(Hopes)
wat we hope for is vitally important... hope for the best before the worst come... if we dont try,, how do we know how much we can achieve...

Person who is bored of life is wasting time to hope for the best....

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

2007-12-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

V1: I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin safe (*) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V3: I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

C: It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

(*) Another version with DRY instead of SAFE
[Bubbly Lyrics on
http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

Overheard this song on ppl's blog... sounded nice...

Trashed

2007-12-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

Many days came by and i juz realised i had been called "jong sik heng yao".... haihz.... ya realli... i jong sik heng yao.... i love my gf more den all.... isit that unreasonable??? i still hang out wit my friends... yum cha and all.... stuck wit exam sumore.... i dunno la... stp friendship.... i go out wit them so many times before.... been thru some good years.... and suddenly i m define by some back stab'er....
releasing my feeling now... haihz..... pressure.... exam in few days.... i felt the heat when i see the past years.... i dunno whether i can make it... i juz hope dat my prayers stopby my mind and guide me to the following graduation dinner... actually i felt sad dat bibi failed her test in practical... she cant make it in the next convo... nid to resit and wait for another year... not to say wait cause its not going to pause everything... she's not going to study anymore... so,, its not a waste of time....
well,, i also decided i dont wan to study after this course... i dun wan to be so educated.... but also hope i can hav a good future... seeing all my friends with dreams,,, i sincerely hoped dat they succeed in life, get what they most dreamt, and dont forget me after dat... haha...
recently i heard a song,, its call "xing bu liao qing" by "yang chung wei" of the "xing guang contest" from taiwan.... very nice.... when i miss bibi,, den i will turn on tis song,,, tears drop by bits and den everything felt better.... i finally know roughly wat is the extent of distance relationship....
life but a walking shadow.... wat does tis means? i think it as a kind of person who follow the steps of others.... am i right? dunno la.... juz saw tis from poems......

这就是爱 [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦

2007-12-06T05:29:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile i had my own masterpiece.... since 2005 i had the 1st best creation den to what i think the second best is in 2006.... and now i present 2007,,, best baby_production goes to............ *drum*.................... ta daaaa.......... :) and we have number 1...... enjoy....... hehe.......

HomeMadeSong...(TotallyRealisticVoice)

2007-12-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

My voice is pure... I sang for the worst... my singing sucks... but for the sack of keeping my blog alive,, i nid to put something.... hope got ppl giv face and dont giv bad comment.... amen and namo-omi-tauhu.....

Heading On

2007-11-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

towards the outside world.... i see myself as nothing without friends, family and my dear.... i m cant survive a minute without them.... i juz hope that there's a day when they realise they meant everything to me... finding the right path is juz so complicated... today realistic world... without a house and car... our life wont be complete... there are rich and poor people... and there are people fall in between them... trying to struggle to the way up higher... i desire, i hope, i wish everyone can live together as peace and harmony...
if today i write this,, there might be a time,, i cant afford my own electric bill,, and i stop writting my own blog... i feel my life is dropping to a trap... a trap where everyone pushing each other for their own survival... at last the loser will be in the street... and the winner claim the honour to stay in a good environment....
for my lack of intelligent,, i realli cant understan,,, why everyone cannot compromise?? if everything is worth a price,,, why still some people cant worth to buy?? i figure out there are many factors to consider..... we cant state an intelligent person can hav lots of money.... our environment, history build who we r now.... i am the kind of people who learn the past and dun wan to forget the sad things.... experience is what we gain.... if we throw away that most valuable thing of our life,, how could we can avoid making the same mistake???
through studies,,, qualifications,,, does any of these make us a better person??? does any of these help us find a job??? i most probably think that,,, if i am the boss,,, i will hire an experienced worker with lower salary,, rather than a high qualification student on a job... the state of risking the company progress is much higher wit high qualification student becoz,, everything in the company dont apply 100% on text book or lecture.... real job require skill and understanding,, yet a little of knowledge....
for an exceptional case which include physician and lawyers,,, both needed high in knowledge and experience..... legal practise is juz too much to learn before going out to the real world....
as i dunno why we as chinese dont satisfy our status in malaysia.... sure ya,,, there are special right for bumiputra but we still living in peace way.... how things happen and others will come distorted the whole matter till it goes in high social level.... people stay in one word.... citizen is one word... country is one word.... everyone giv a little bit,, and everyone get a little bit... doesnt dat juz be great??? why must there be selfish people who thoughts only come in one way??? think of both way before act is better,,, the point of view is one because it comes from our ownselve,,, if we gather all our friends opinion which comes in different direction,,, and maybe we get different thoughts....
different people,,, different personality,,, different actions,,, different way.... dats why old times goes lik " the world is fill with colours" which sounded so beautiful.... and as it is juz to warn us,,, better to be aware of everything happen around us..... there might be a time it will strike you....

FeelingBored

2007-11-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

Paiseh

2007-11-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

today i went to bibi relative wedding lo.... so many ppl i dunno.... pai seh nya..... shame shame lo..... bibi very bad..... bully me lo.... hmmmm...... blekkkkk........

Rainy Days

2007-11-14T03:20:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since its not raining in the midnight,,, its so cold.... Still remember back den when we were trying to get to PD beach.... Atleast there's some place to shade the rain..... We had our most enjoyable times..... not the most but,,, still ok gua.... One thing for sure,,, they ate my homemade cake..... Not bad for an amature.... Well,, didnt vomit or stomachache or something un-cool? no,, right? ok.... good things come,, i juz wan them come even more....
Lots of things i learnt,,, and one of most important is trust.... For me,,, growing up with full of back stabs and lies,,,, trust juz didnt come so straight forward for me..... To gain that,,, i really tried my best,,, its like a second nature to me,,, a reflex everytime i sense something...... Now,,, i hope for the better,,, and the best yet to come.... Trust,,,i believe,,, in my word,,, i will bring down my knees one day,,, and beg to let me be ur husband,,, TanXueYan.....
But for now,,, i must earn lots and lots of money,,, so that till dat day,,, when u r tired,,, i can tell u,,, "hey,,, u can rest on my shoulder for the rest of ur life".....

Her Tears

2007-11-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

the things inside that box realli will hurt me so much?? even i haven open the box,,, i alredi hurt... becoz i saw the box alredi.....
wang le ba.... wang le ta..... wang ji ta ba..... inside the box is not important..... i dun wan to know..... i dun wan to know.... i dun wan to know.... i wan to be happier.... i wan u to be at my side.... i wan u to be at my side forever.... i wan to hold ur hands.... i wan to touch ur face and kiss u.... nothing can set us apart.... not even the devil inside my mind....

New Song

2007-11-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着你的身影这么近我却抱不到没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单

你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱

当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

Stress

2007-11-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

I am going to burst.... I cant fail... I am not prepared... Studying like a dog...
Erm,,, relaxed today,,, din study... hopefully... i will pass....

Reasonness

2007-10-24T02:21:00.001+08:00

small thing => small sparks => small fire => big flame => i am cold and jealous baby... now i understan,,, man sometimes can hav period(reasonness anger)

只要为你活一天

2007-10-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

只要为你活一天爱上了你爱上了你注定的是你我输的彻底爱上了你爱上了你早预言了分离决定了悲剧上天给了我多少时间全都给你我忘了我自己赶在生命里有限的时间里就让这一刻停在这里只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的心就会满意上天给了我多少时间全都给你我忘了我自己赶在生命里有限的时间里就让这一刻停在这里只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的心就会满意只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的心就会满意

Milestone

2007-10-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

coming milestone makes worries thru chocolate flakes in my heart,
yet numerous junction awaits to turn,
and no mistake must arise,
as time waits no man.

Jealousy

2007-10-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?

your Life

You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't knowhow to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality.Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkablebut sometimes you are too fast to follow.

Your Love

You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy overand over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck withchildren. You Will be Happy Always with u r Love Marraige. and she

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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?

Your Life

You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be arenowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it withothers. You are always well dressed.

Your Love

You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel likeyou own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

was wondering bout tis is real or not.... haihz... for honest... the jealous part is quite right.... i get jealous easily,, and i feel lik i own her... i realli scare tis will ruin our relationship.... haihz....
i dun wish it to be entirely true.... bout "first love lasts forever".... i read tis juz lik reading a comic book.... i din take it seriously,,, but wut my heart was thinking,, wasnt the thoughts played in my mind....
bout my immature,, i got the thoughts but my heart is lik a 3 years old.... i cant change wut my heart feels.... i cant stop being jealous.... and physically i am a big fat guy,,, 19 years old alredi.... quite dissapointed....
coming across tis,,, ealier, i heard dat some of dear's friend dun lik me being together wit her.... haihz,,, for tat,, i dunno wut to say.... bits of anger bursting out whilst bits of kindness redraw them back....
their words stand no position in between us.... there shudnt be any influence,,, and nor i shud prove to them anything..... ermm,,, as long as being together wit dear,, i feel happy,, warm,,,loved....and i love dear....

Aro Aro Aro B.... HAHAHAHa

2007-10-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

Farking Funny

2007-10-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

NI YI TING YAO XING FU OOO!!

2007-10-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Ai Juan Jiao

2007-10-11T00:51:00.001+08:00

If We Fall In Love

2007-10-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

Corner Love

2007-10-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

Secret

2007-10-10T11:58:00.001+08:00

Messy... Embarassing....

Wo Niu

2007-10-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

Suddenly

2007-10-04T03:07:00.001+08:00

mom got stomachache.... brought her to the segar 24 clinic....

Head-Bust

2007-10-04T01:44:00.000+08:00

listen to "爱在记忆中找你" reduced abit of my headache..... cant sleep...... i was on bed.... now i m not.... what shud i do....? can anyone tell me.....? what to do when cant sleep and headache.....? shud i call u....? haihzz.... i shudnt.... den wut shud i do.....? painful.....

Lavender

2007-10-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

Lavender is the name for any of several aromatic shrubs, including English lavender, Lavandula angustifolia Mill. subsp. angustifolia, and French lavender, Lavandula dentata L. English lavender, formerly classified as Lavandula delphinensis Jord ex Billot, Lavandula officinalis Chaix, Lavandula spica L., and Lavandula vera D.C., is native to southern Europe and the Mediterranean area. Cultivated extensively for perfume and ornamental purposes in several European countries, the plant reaches a height of about one meter, has linear, lanceolate leaves covered with a velvety pubescence, and develops blue or purple flowers. French lavender, also known as fringed lavender, and formerly classified as Lavandula delphinensis Hort., is native to Spain. Grown as a popular ornamental, plants have long, linear, toothed, tomentose leaves that are a gray color and flowers that are a purplish color.
http://www.lavenderfleece.com/lavender.html

Lavender

2007-10-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

SHORT HAIR!!!

2007-10-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

T_T so embarasing.... i feel like an old prisoner....
after class today,,, went to a saloon.... get haircut.... she is a fat old malay lady.... i told her,,, nipis nipis,,, sedikit di tepi..... so in the blink of eye,,, my side burns were gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i felt like crying at dat time.................... y must they cut my hair so short,,, i din call her to lace my sides............... she think i m a primary school student???? haihzzzzzz..... no face to go class liao........

Hualala

2007-10-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

Time pass quick, it’s another weekend, which also means my final exam is around the corner. Today was an amazing day. We watched ‘I now pronounce u Chuck and Larry’ and had the flying hours under the “orange” moon. We smell like fish biscuit after came home.

DontYouWanUrBfToBeHotLikeHim??

2007-09-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Car Crash

2007-09-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Had a car crash..... Very Farking Mang..... at the jusco parking....i looked at the rear mirror and sides... saw theres a space from my eyesight..... and hit the bricks..... haihz..... den theres goes my back light and bumper... mum kept talking and i din listen well.... juz noe she talked bout it.... haihzzzzzz

hen_an_jing

2007-09-22T13:31:00.000+08:00