How To Stay Calm

Today's title is "How" To Stay Calm.. As my name is How, the title today is about me staying calm.
Generally, in this world, there are many people worry about themselves and their future in money and love. Both of them are the most important things in most humananity. Desire to have more money, makes us feel sad when losing them. Desire to have love, also make us feel sad when losing them. For me, love is stronger than money because money is a tool for trades in this world. But love is something which cannot grap and hold it in our hand. Its something we might or might not find in our entire life. Having alot of money is having fortune. Love perhaps is found before we were born.
We are loved and blessed when we doesnt even existed. We are champions when we were born because among all the sperm, we are one of them who succeed to combine with the ovum..
During my days of working, i realised, money is what people need. We need them to eat and buy stuffs. But since market prices are coming up, our salary still maintain, it never been enough. RM6-9 per meal. We human normally have three meals. Having a house to live. Having a car to drive. Having to pay petrol. Having to plan for marriage. Having a baby in future. Having your child to live in colleges. It will nvr be enough. RM3000 per month enough for all this? That is why many people isn't working under companies. Many people prefer open up their own businesses nowadays.
I strongly despised big companies to have to pay taxes and buy huge houses and luxarious cars but cannot even pay a reasonable salary to us. During my trip to singapore, per meal is lik only 4-7 sing dolar. Imagine to work there, and live there, is rather cheap and it can maintain our lifestyle.
Yesterday one of my friend who was my colleague borrow RM500 from me. He said he need to pay for his car. At first, i really don't want to borrow, but in the other moment i realised, what i having now, is not what i need, is what i want. So i borrow him and immediately i told myself, i shouldn't believe him to give back the money. Rather than losing my love to a friend, i willing to give some of my tool as a token of our relationship.
But i still have faith in him. Cause i believe he is my friend. And i believe when i need money, people will help me in the future.
The most sad thing in this world isn't the money to lose, is love to lose. So i hope, everyone in this world shall trust and throw away the negative emotion. Being sad for losing money is not worth it.

Middle Of The Night

Its cold now. Even without the aircon, i feel cold. Maybe becoz of the rain or is jus me. From what i heard, great snow falls upon the great wall of China and was recorded the most terrible snow in history. Countries like England have to stop school and colleges due the cold weather. The unusual seen that we are facing now is the Earth is changing. I think 2012 is really a good message to ask us to listen silently to the Earth. Its going to die someday. But its our job and responsibility to keep the environment. Save the world!
For another example is the ice lands at the atlantics are rapidly melting. Pictures had been taken from the satalite and it shows that the size of the melted lands is almost equavalent to 10 times of our country at the comaprison from 2002 till 2008. Many animals such as polar bears had lost their habitat.
As the main problem is our Earth. Why do so little people care about it? Why do we still use plastics? Where should we use our money if we lose our Earth? Is money more important than our lifes and our next generations? Do we have so careless minds? Do you believe that we still go heaven after being a part of destroying Earth? Since money originates from our thoughts, there should be only one reason to all these facts. Try to think.

Grown Up

I am not sure whether i'd become more mature, or i'd become more weaker. As the world is changing, i think i might to. Physically, i am fatter. Some of my friends change, some still the same look. I really missed them. So so so happy that they came and i really appologize for those that i didn't call. Honestly, i think that my house is quite small, and i dont want to make it packed, coz my mom wouldn't like it. Secondly, i have all my friends in groups, so that they won't be bored. For example, if i call ah leng from A group and the rest from B group, then, ah leng might feel lonely. That's why, sorry Vincent, sorry Chia Ven, sorry Quak Howe, sorry Agilah, etc la... The list is too long, so i cut it short.
That night was blissful, noisy, happy night. Thou i felt is awk about the atmosphere of some many different groups gathering. The first who reach are Victor and Lee Yen. Lee Yen is from axismatics, my first impression on her is Maggee Mee Hair from Banting. Victor is her boy boy. Romantic beginning. They probably going to marry soon. LoLx.
Coming up is Kelvin Choong and his gf. I seriously dunno what's her name. Kelvin was a lousy prefect but a good friend from Sri Cempaka. Vegetarian and Handsome. Cute gf whom he loved so much.
Raymond and Kent Lim are Sri Cempaka gay pair. They aren't real gay but they probably will be. Still singles. They also have high demand on their GF, which i think isn't their catch.
June Win, Han Shing, and Yu Ying.... Sri Murni wouldn't be Sri Murni without them. They make school proud. I've been there for ten years. OM gosh. Long yesteryears, passing memories.
Pik Har! How did you know?? Oh yeah, How Yee told ya. THX for coming. Good woman and i haven't seen your little baby. How Yee and Hoong Yeh came after you, Pik Har. Sri Cempaka is quite short but i experienced long with you all. Its like i meant to go to that school.
We had joys and fun together. I hoped that there are more parties that i can go. So that i wont be forgotten. Haha.

Its so true

its so true... when ppl say like ; ya such a fuking loser who just graduate? "LOL"
and i suppose they realli meant it... and when ppl are realli sincere to you, who they lend their hand and ask " do you need my help?" its so fake,, i think u r just hoping that i say " no dude, its fine"...

Swine Flu

10 FACTS

1.You`re reading my comment
2. Now youre saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that I skipped 3.
5. You`re checking it now.
6. You`re smiling.
7. You`re still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that I skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

My Half Year

Funny

You talk to me

you talk to me
you speak with me
don"t sink before you rise baby
don"t fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the come we had feels like a world away
who"s to say
we"ll be ok
we will make it through the night
don"t wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we"re the same
and i know that we"ll never change
look i bought your favorite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don"t know if we"re gonna be the same baby
just talk with me cause i want you to stay here with me

Holiday... Tomolo Workingday

so fast two days gone.... i felt i havent play enough.... y time pass so fast... haihz.... i am going to be working tomolo... it would be a very tired... stupid jusco... no people is going to shop until 11pm.... stupid stupid stupid...
why must open until so late... why why why...
yesterday is my friend birthday.... celebrate her 21st birthday at her rent hse in leng sing.... we all had noodle cup... and sup... erm... not bad... i had ate 5 sausages, 8 meat balls, 5 hams, 3 lunch meats, 2 bowls of sup....
full full full....
the red wine isnt dat satisfactory... cant swallow smoothly....

Just another day

two weeks ago, i received a call from a long non-contact ex-schoolmate... inside the call, she invited me to her wedding dinner on 18october... i thought she was joking but it came down in a silent moment and its really happening... although marridge is a usual thing to happen in "our society",, i am quite surprised to hear the news... i mean, she is about my age... and i got this imagination of me, getting married the next day...
in the drama, it started wit a kiss, "Ji Hsu", the main character plays a role of a school boy, who is smart, rich and attractive to girls... He was living life in peace and high line until he met "Xiang Qing", who has nothing in common with him... They clash into each other when "Xiang Qing" house collapsed and she was forced to stay in "Ji Hsu" house along with her dad... they went through many moments til they got married... the last part of the story displayed a funny wedding ceremony whereby "Ji Hsu" wears a wedding gown and "Xiang Ching" wears a bridegroom shirt,, writing a happy ending...
erm,, back to the main topic,, i received a message few days ago, written in chinese which i cant read, so i asked my mom to read... its about forwarding her wedding dinner on 11october... omg, i alredi asked for halfday on 18october, how can i change the timetable...T_T sure cannot get lo.... i hoped my new manager is really really considerate.... haihz, if my ex-manager is around, den good lo...
today, i wan to do many things.... dunno what to do yet.... but i m going to some place...

NEW GENERATION

Gathering for primary school

神木与瞳 Y2J [黄美珍 & 赖铭伟] - 为你而活 MV (完整版)

Dont Cry

Dont cry for things that is not worth crying for..... Cry for the things that is most meaningful....
Tears are priceless.... You and me are priceless.....
Someone is suffering... Dont take everything like we suppose to have.... Dont be surprise that someone will backstab you...

OneMoreDay

the things i learnt, i think i wan to care less and mind my own business...
i have not achieve anything great but atleast i live life happily...
to get rid of trouble is to stay out of it....
dont matter how smart you are or how great you are, just ask yourselve, are you in the right spot??? does this carry you to the next spot you want??? and will it change???
think less and most of the problems are gone.... think smart and not more when problem comes... breath in deeply and wait for 3 seconds , then, breath out and wait another 3 seconds and breath in... repeat for 3 or more times...
feel better??? if you are prepared, you wont shock urself, the chances of crying is less.....

Last night was history, next day is mystery, today is a gift, thats why its called present....

Sunset

Today

i really hate backstabber..... hate politics.... work is going to start in few hours,,, will i be scolded?? or fired?? i hope not.... guan ying bo bi....
i hope i can mix with them and get rid of the way they think of me....