YehYehAndPoPo

My grandparents... I remember it was a dull night, about 11 years ago, mom received a call from aunt....We weren't shocked about the news.... My grandpa was about 95 years old when he passed... My granny passed a year later.... I never knew them... I remembered they always smoke.... Like father like son.... their son, who is my dad, also smoke.... EVERYDAY...-_-!
I dont know what my granny told me, but i have rough idea of what she said...
My uncle had stroke 2 years ago... Today he speaks like her.... Not that i am cursing but just reminded me of what granny told me....
Really need to cut down sugar and high cols... Bad bad bad for health....

Cold

Cool air makes me sick... i am so sleepless... now is in the middle of the night... midnight.... one thing about cold night is when u listen to a very slow song, u can realli hear its passion... the things dat i think when i m listening to the songs like 總在我身旁 by superstar avenue singers, is my pig gf... she is so sleeping pig now dat i m so afraid i will awake her if i sms her.... bibi... can u hear me? i miss you...
couple days ago when i heard that she might iM to aus, i was stunned... i realli afraid that that day will be...... how i hope dat its not going to be true.... i realli tot that its going to... like i dunno wut to do.... but i think its the day i cried most that i am sure that it wont be real....
i realli dont wan to write anymore, coz i felt crying is the most terrible thing.... and i wan to say to my faithful readers that; dont cry alone....

ValentineDay

Longest Hour

in this minute, i found myself cry-able... reminded my late pet, Mimi... reminded dat, every year, i lost friends.... reminded dat the room i m living, is so cold... even as i cry so hard, i cant rewind and playback the moments before... even as i cry so hard, i cant change the fact that i hurt someone before... even as i cry so hard, i cant become the person i dreamt before...
you are my tears,
symbolizes my white and black,
behind the bubbly cloud,
of the blue sky,
you are my eyes,
let me see this world,
is just infront of me,
you are one part of me....
my heart is so brittle... so little... and maybe infront of everyone,, i smile... but behind,,, i m a human....

how to kiss

Motivation

some ppl say dat when we put something in mind, we can reach the impossible... we try to understand dat the progress is more important than outcome... and how much effort we put in too... the more hardworking we are,, we will be more lucky... true, as it also means every hardwork doesnt always pay off... we juz get luckier... and most importantly how it is changed thru times... factors affecting motivation??? what makes you wake up everyday?? what inspire you to take the steps you are taking now??? how to count the uncountable effort?? how to know the outcome of something before it happen??

Factor 1(Person or thing that make you wake)
i think that a person motivation is dependant on a person or thing... they change your mind.... they make you wake up everyday.... receiving the very first light patch from a distant object, innovate the very first cone of retina, travel thru the first visual pathway and triggering our midbrain... in every heart there is something dat push us... have you find it yet??

Factor 2(Inspiration)
try counting the days you lived,,, and try see what we came by all these years... ordinary person with ordinary life... isit enough to inspire you... i had seen countless 40 to 50 years of age of people travelled the globe... knowing that one day they will be bored of their life and want to go on to the next life as soon as possible... they really hav no regret in life???

Cause 1(Effort is uncountable)
we cant really COUNT how much effort we do unless there's a relative to compare... judging effort is just a waste of time... we dont count them,, we should feel blessed for while still being able to do all the stuff we are doing...

Cause 2(Hopes)
wat we hope for is vitally important... hope for the best before the worst come... if we dont try,, how do we know how much we can achieve...

Person who is bored of life is wasting time to hope for the best....

Trashed

Many days came by and i juz realised i had been called "jong sik heng yao".... haihz.... ya realli... i jong sik heng yao.... i love my gf more den all.... isit that unreasonable??? i still hang out wit my friends... yum cha and all.... stuck wit exam sumore.... i dunno la... stp friendship.... i go out wit them so many times before.... been thru some good years.... and suddenly i m define by some back stab'er....
releasing my feeling now... haihz..... pressure.... exam in few days.... i felt the heat when i see the past years.... i dunno whether i can make it... i juz hope dat my prayers stopby my mind and guide me to the following graduation dinner... actually i felt sad dat bibi failed her test in practical... she cant make it in the next convo... nid to resit and wait for another year... not to say wait cause its not going to pause everything... she's not going to study anymore... so,, its not a waste of time....
well,, i also decided i dont wan to study after this course... i dun wan to be so educated.... but also hope i can hav a good future... seeing all my friends with dreams,,, i sincerely hoped dat they succeed in life, get what they most dreamt, and dont forget me after dat... haha...
recently i heard a song,, its call "xing bu liao qing" by "yang chung wei" of the "xing guang contest" from taiwan.... very nice.... when i miss bibi,, den i will turn on tis song,,, tears drop by bits and den everything felt better.... i finally know roughly wat is the extent of distance relationship....
life but a walking shadow.... wat does tis means? i think it as a kind of person who follow the steps of others.... am i right? dunno la.... juz saw tis from poems......

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Its been awhile i had my own masterpiece.... since 2005 i had the 1st best creation den to what i think the second best is in 2006.... and now i present 2007,,, best baby_production goes to............ *drum*.................... ta daaaa.......... :) and we have number 1...... enjoy....... hehe.......

HomeMadeSong...(TotallyRealisticVoice)

My voice is pure... I sang for the worst... my singing sucks... but for the sack of keeping my blog alive,, i nid to put something.... hope got ppl giv face and dont giv bad comment.... amen and namo-omi-tauhu.....

Reasonness

small thing => small sparks => small fire => big flame => i am cold and jealous baby... now i understan,,, man sometimes can hav period(reasonness anger)

只要为你活一天

只要为你活一天爱上了你爱上了你注定的是你我输的彻底爱上了你爱上了你早预言了分离决定了悲剧上天给了我多少时间全都给你我忘了我自己赶在生命里有限的时间里就让这一刻停在这里只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的 心就会满意上天给了我多少时间全都给你我忘了我自己赶在生命里有限的时间里就让这一刻停在这里只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的 心就会满意只要为你再活一天我愿意不管明天就算有更坏的消息只要为你再活一天我的心我的 心就会满意

Milestone

coming milestone makes worries thru chocolate flakes in my heart,
yet numerous junction awaits to turn,
and no mistake must arise,
as time waits no man.

Jealousy

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?

your Life

You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't knowhow to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality.Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkablebut sometimes you are too fast to follow.

Your Love

You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy overand over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck withchildren. You Will be Happy Always with u r Love Marraige. and she

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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?

Your Life

You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be arenowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it withothers. You are always well dressed.

Your Love

You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel likeyou own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

was wondering bout tis is real or not.... haihz... for honest... the jealous part is quite right.... i get jealous easily,, and i feel lik i own her... i realli scare tis will ruin our relationship.... haihz....
i dun wish it to be entirely true.... bout "first love lasts forever".... i read tis juz lik reading a comic book.... i din take it seriously,,, but wut my heart was thinking,, wasnt the thoughts played in my mind....
bout my immature,, i got the thoughts but my heart is lik a 3 years old.... i cant change wut my heart feels.... i cant stop being jealous.... and physically i am a big fat guy,,, 19 years old alredi.... quite dissapointed....
coming across tis,,, ealier, i heard dat some of dear's friend dun lik me being together wit her.... haihz,,, for tat,, i dunno wut to say.... bits of anger bursting out whilst bits of kindness redraw them back....
their words stand no position in between us.... there shudnt be any influence,,, and nor i shud prove to them anything..... ermm,,, as long as being together wit dear,, i feel happy,, warm,,,loved....and i love dear....

Lavender

Lavender is the name for any of several aromatic shrubs, including English lavender, Lavandula angustifolia Mill. subsp. angustifolia, and French lavender, Lavandula dentata L. English lavender, formerly classified as Lavandula delphinensis Jord ex Billot, Lavandula officinalis Chaix, Lavandula spica L., and Lavandula vera D.C., is native to southern Europe and the Mediterranean area. Cultivated extensively for perfume and ornamental purposes in several European countries, the plant reaches a height of about one meter, has linear, lanceolate leaves covered with a velvety pubescence, and develops blue or purple flowers. French lavender, also known as fringed lavender, and formerly classified as Lavandula delphinensis Hort., is native to Spain. Grown as a popular ornamental, plants have long, linear, toothed, tomentose leaves that are a gray color and flowers that are a purplish color.
http://www.lavenderfleece.com/lavender.html

Lavender

MyConfessionToRumours

How much i wish

How i wish i can go back to your footprint...

How i wish i could play the notes of secret....

How i wish i can understand your notes....

How i wish they dont judge me by my apearance and age.....

How i wish i could cry but my tears had dried....

No matter how hard i wish....

Yet...

When we kissed,

i felt everything around us turned hazzy,

the only thing i focus is you and me,

and i know we can kiss for the rest of our life,

even the sun never rise, the moment turned ice.....

De Poem I Count My Night

Never knew what I never knew,
ever new what is ever new?
Reached my time I felt,
Nothing beside that might inhale,
so that I wish I know what I knew,
But it’s still new what is never known.

I came across mountain path,
I seek all that’s left, which I have had,
My scent came true, where I had met,
It lies beside me outside the window made,
It stands on my shadow where I hate.

How come desert sand so yellow,
But yet mine so blue,
How come sun shine so bright,
But yet the moon lies in my night,
Nevertheless, shall it wind pass wee height.

Upon all, might had buried under,
If it’s not revealed, shall it reveal summer or spring,
Neither autumn nor winter spree can keep ice forever,
As it’s undeniable, unforgettable but not unforgivable,
Till there’s no man can see, no breathe can take.

淘汰

《淘汰》
陈奕迅

我说了 所有的谎
你全都相信 简单的
我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾
我试过 完美放弃
的确很踏实 醒来了
梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你
安慰的淘汰

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

currently loving this song... its the combination of jay chow style and eason voice...

Words of art

The night was so early, so soft and so empty.... Silent street with posts... This moment was like a dash of drawings in my head when i looked through my doorsteps... Unforgettable and happy moments we'd been through... I miss you, miss you whenever you not around... No matter how many times i dream bout you, will never do...I'll/'d still miss you...
How do i struggle the days without you around me...? Difficult yet i would bare... Unlikely but yet i would bare...
Worries in mind never stop like running water of rivers on top of the world..... Clouds blown by the wind.... How many sunset and sunrise will it takes???
My valentine, my turtledove, my honey brunch, my sweetheart, my summer, you don't have to think days ahead... our future is not ours to see... what lies in front will be what will be....