NightBlog

tonight is really cold and quiet... perfect for sleeping... i m starting to close my eye till i pulled my eyelids.... i had been studied acc for very long hours.... din get anything important inside my head.... hmmm.... wat shud i do... haihz.... but atleast i've been calculated my posibility to pass my vo(60%)... its going to be 50% if i wake up late tomolo... coz im going to study in morning,, which is the best time for me to study.... FRESH MIND.... if i study non-stop until next morning,,, i think i can pass 100%... and flying colours 60%..... hahaha..... k... stop crapping and start studying.....

SS2 Murni Mamat Stall

this might be the weird'est mamat stall i'd visited.... there's many different weird roti, nasi, naan, western, and mee.... not to forget the drinks.... this yum cha trip include vincent, rain, piao ching and yee q'ng.... yaya,, one couple and one "ex-couple"... i m quite like a big spot light...
i ordered a roti chicken, teh ais and limau ais.....

Sleepless Night

The night before, i was drunk thx to the medicine which mum gav me.... made me talk things dat i cant even remember saying out.... actually now is 7.13am in the morning,,, ya i m still awake... dunno its becoz i slept too much the other night or its juz the cold weather.... i m VERY AWAKE..... NOT SLEEPY AT ALL!!!! hmmmmmm :(
i kept sneezing till i ate one of a remedy(sweets) which is quite spicy and bitter... ermm like wasabi..... felt better alredi....
i recall i read an article from friendster "forward post" bout what guys think bout their girlfriends...??? its quite interesting but i think its not true.... for example,, one of the line said was "we know that its normal to receive a call from anyone but is it necessary to talk in the middle of the night especially is a guy?? shouldnt they call in the morning??......." something lik dat...
first of all if girls or even us,guys receive a call,, we should talk to them,,, and its rude not to do so.... secondly,,, there's only two genders for humans..... third and most important,,,, call in the morning??? what!!!! the writer thinks that everyone is free in the morning...
stp de writer... i think i can be a better writer..... wahahaha......
so now,, i dunno wut to write anymore,,, and i m very boring..... hmmmm..... fast fast 10 am la.....den i can see my bao bei zhu lao poh.....

Melaka

Ai_Wo

爱我(yes版)词:姚谦曲:游鸿明
(女)你的手指你的眸你的喉结你的口
(女)我总忍不住徘徊逗留怕一生爱都挪不走
(男)你的笑容你的愁你的心情你的梦
(男)我总忍不住窥探追究
(男)在生命的旅途中我想随你甘甜与共
(女)爱我因为你我变得好富有
(女)在你怀中被爱占有那种满足是一切都比不过
(男)爱我没有你我变得好贫穷
(男)在人世中少你左右我想我连什么价值都没有
(合)好好爱我(音乐演奏)
(男)你的过去你的忧
(女)你的未来你的路
(合)我都很愿意分享共有
(合)在每一个晨昏中我亦步亦趋陪你走
(女)爱我因为你我变得好富有
(女)在你怀中被爱占有那种满足是一切都比不过
(男)爱我没有你我变得好贫穷
(男)在人世中少你左右我想我连什么价值都没有
(合)好好爱我
(男)尤其在人海沙漠人的心越来越难懂
(男)至少心中有个你寄托
(女)爱我因为你我变得好富有
(女)在你怀中被爱占有那种满足是一切都比不过
(男)爱我没有你我变得好贫穷
(男)在人世中少你左右我想我连什么价值都没有
(合)好好爱我

我可以

我可以 - 游鸿明　″Mars战神电视原声带″忆星音乐：www.ＴＴ７８.com
痛的感觉那么的清晰　
不论我再怎么休息　
总无法痊癒
心里被你踏上了脚印　
要等待多少次潮汐
才能洗去
我的期待值得你等待　
就让它慢慢的来　
没有伤害
日月星辰交给我安排　
熬过了风雪的阻碍　
远方还有一片海　
一首歌 就算打乱了节奏　
曲终人散之后　
真心 依旧能让你感动
一颗眼泪 如果不是那么沉重　
那么不如 就让它流　
再随着它蒸发在空中
Your our love forever　
每一次闭上眼睛　
你的容颜更清晰　
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局　
我想我撑得过去　
面对不容易 我可以

就算错误不可能弥补　
拿全部当作赌注　
请为我祝福
多少夜里有人为我哭　
经过了追逐的辛苦　
回忆都是满足
一段路 就算看不到远处　
只要往前一步　
再一步 或许就要告别辛苦
一个信徒一生只求一个领悟　
就算路途
有些耽误　这一切 终将值得纪录
Your our love forever
每一次闭上眼睛　
你的容颜更清晰　
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局　
我想我撑得过去　
面对不容易 我可以

I wish forever　
把悲伤写成日记　
快乐是给你的信　
让你只看到好天气
爬上屋顶深呼吸　
为爱重新定义　
真的相信 一定可以　
每一次闭上眼睛
你的容颜更清晰
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局
我想我撑得过去
面对不容易 我可以
忘记不容易 我可以

Road Idiot Award

if there's an award for the best road idiot,,, i think i will be nominated for dat.... i m suppose to bring my dear to some place nice,,, but in the end.... haihz.....
story begins when after we watch our movie,, eat laksa,, decided to go to alamanda.... so,, we started count at 7.30pm.... all the way to putrajaya,,, went passed alamanda,,,, den drove through a dark road trip,,,, we saw a beautiful bridge from far... reached the international convention centre.... stopped for about few seconds only coz its lik no light,, no ppl,, nothing to see.....
was thinking to turn back....no road lights,,, *almost got accident lo* den dunno how,,, come into an dead-end... the place is like so dark..... turn around.... headed back lo.... den went into kajang but seemed to be like kampung kampung de.... the roads are narrow and dark..... but atlast we got back to serdang.....

ps~~sry dear....took u to a scary place....

Pay It Forward

Story begins in a social class which a young middle-school boy met his class teacher.... The 1st assignment given by his teacher was "Do something that you think could change the world"

the boy's idea was briliant... he helped three people but in favour he want them to help another three of their own.... which leads us to 9 people den 27, 81, etc.......

this might not be effective,,, but if all of us can help,,, theres no harm to it..... we might not gain,, we might change the world.....

*StorY-ContinueS*

The small bag on my finger turned into golden-dust and blew to the ground.... slowly as dust moved as wind twisted, it showed a sign, a weird symbol... doesnt look like an egyptian nor christian symbol.... i tried to figured out but failed.... i bent down and tried to touch it,, big wind blew away the sign,,, the only hope for me to figure out what happen also shattered.... my eye're big but my pupil are small......i felt my way out of this horrible place has been gone.... my expression quickly showed but also quickly passed.... although i had no idea what is happening and where am i,, i'd still find my way... looked for every posible way out.... touched every bricks, hoping there might be a secret passage..... none had been found.....
i felt lik the time had been freezed,,,, what the hell is happening???!!!! this must not be real,, this must be a dream.... tried to closed and opened my eyes...tried to slap, pinch, bite and hit.... nothing changed,, still there.... what is the solution for this??? where is the way back???
then, turned my head and caught my eye on one of the statue... the same symbol was there... thats it... this might be the way.... walked slowly... as i walked sounds of stone crushing beneath my foot way..... quickly climbed up to the steps and reached my hands to the statue.... but theres still nothing happen..... tried so hard to push the statue,, but failed to move it.... i sat down infront of the statue..... trying to figure out what is the break through....
suddenly, the ground opened a hole,, i fell down.... there were dust and spider-webs...i coughed... this place was like a tunnel.... looked around for awhile and one of the statues felt infront of me....the sound of shaky stones moving arose,,, juz like theres going to be an earthquake..... in that situation, no one would stand still, do nothing... i ran... i ran through the tunnel..... my breath and heart beat faster den ever before..... as i expected,, the tunnel was falling apart.... i turned my head back,, smoke was bulging behind me.... i shout and in fear,,, i ran quickly as i can.... then, my legs hit a big rock and sliped down... my thoughts turned white and felt like falling into an groundless hole.... suddenly i heard my alarm,,, my eyes opened,,, realised everything was juz a dream..... everything was juz a dream...

MemoirsOfADreamer

dunno how to start my blog.... long time din do story telling.....

There were no sound, no wind, nor anyone to be seen.... juz a temple, an old temple with buddhist statues..... it was a dark night.... the moon shone on part of the steps.... feeling of fear suddenly burst in my heart like a bullet coming out from inside out..... my brain is empty.... my hands and legs are cold.... there's nothing can i do to escape from this nightmare..... i took a deep breath and tried to calm myself...... alright,, for awhile the deep breath might help but it definately cant calm any part of me.... in my brain, "its definately me afraid of being alone"
faraway i saw a small sparks light flapping,, heading towards me.... at second sight, i thought it was a bird but i was wrong... it was a troupe of fireflies.... one of them were carrying a small bag.... a young firefly... he left the bag on my pointer finger..... then,, flew away.... he looked shy and seemed like he wanted to say something to me.... the elderly fireflies pulled out tiny trumpets,,, and blew the troupe away.....
*to be continued*

Japan

Japan,,, a place i dreamt to go but the fare is so damn expensive.... hmmm,,, i think my dream will come true when i have a good pay job...

Business

what is business??
few years working under the same company,, realised things are getting into shape... understand humans are really greedy and selfish.... times when we call a price, consumers tend to lower it....
basically everyday work in retail is like standing war field... one mistake can cause alot of trouble.... price cannot be too high and not too low... even its not below red,, it will spoil the market.... we hav to be flexible by not exceeding its maximum point....
asets are definately the sells variable... nothing is constant...first thing,, price,, as i said cannot be high and low....the most sensitive consumers on rate for students and senior citizens....movies always giv special price on students....
employee, the second importance in business.... as a manager,, he or she has to consider the loyality of an employee.... how to maintain ones asets and selling point,,, business will always be profitable....
location is also important.... really depend on what item are we selling....

TimeFlies

so fast so fast.... its going to start new semester.... time realli gone quickly.... i realli realli wan to hav trip.....

Friends???

haihz,,, y cant ppl understand dat i m working 9 hours per day even thou i said i m.... nid me to repeat and repeat and repeat.... really sick and tired liao.... my hands are shaking and cold now.... dunno wut happen.... maybe becoz yesterday night i din get enuff sleep...went to bed at nearly 4am.... not imsonia la,,, juz chatting wit my heng dai.... got many things to chat lo.... and she also understan dat i m really busy,,, not like others......
some ppl juz dont understand boundaries,,, keep sending sms.... its ok if its something to share la,,, but its all bout asking me to do tis and dat.... as i say,, some ppl juz dont understand.... ignore them,, they say me bad... den i also dunno how to reject them....
some of my friends in aus are coming back.... and had a small gathering.... i really wanted to go.... really really really wan to go.... T_T
they came back twice a year,, i alredi missed the 1st,,, now i m going to miss the 2nd chance.....

Plan Ruined

on 13thJune,, when to watch 200 pound beauty and ocean 13.... 200 pound beauty is surely a hit for korean movie coz its funny and touching.... the story is about a girl who is very fat but yet talented for singing crash into a handsome producer.... den bla bla bla,,, watch it den know lo...
ocean 13,, not as expected so nice lo...
ermm,,, after the movie,,, went to find a dim sum stall(friend told its nice).. so,, all the way to jalan ipoh,,, messed the directions.... trafic jam sumore..... and dunno how,,, reach the smart line.... felt sick... 2 hours of road trip....

EarlyInDeMorning

woke up at 5 am,, got headache and stomachache 1 shot... T_T
and now i m here,, facing my computer... nothing to do but wait time pass....

07/06/07

so fast,, i still cant believe... in a dash of light,,, we alredi came to our one month anniversary... was supposed to giv surprises but end up blowing them away.... haihzz... dunno wut happen to me la.... blur blur....
sometimes its juz too much to think and complicated until we do not know wut we r thinking... tried to make up a simple mind... but each step seems to be leading us to a place... different direction means different result... that's why we naturally think of something unnecessary.... confusing ourselves with these thoughts and eventually cause headache....
today,, had a long chat wit ben zhu.... realised that everyone had their own past... how to overcome and look forward..? i think that it's easier to do so after we learn how to forgive ourselves.... the past is like a barrier ,, the present cant get through if we dont break it.... learn to let go.... even if we look back,,, we wont think it as a sad thing..... juz a small experience of life.... when we do something wrong,, we must forgive ourselves, it takes time.... need many support... need many courage.... go through that darkest hours..... if we dont,,,we will juz stay there..... until the day we hav to bury it under the grave....
i think wut my heng dai say is right,,, life is about making decision,,, once made,,, we shudnt regret,,, thou the outcome might not be good,,, we hav to make a decision.... We make decisions in every aspect of life, from choosing what to eat to which movie to watch.. EVERY perspective of life needs us to make up our mind....hear the voice of others,, seek for advise... by doing so,, we roughly know wut we hav to do...
yesterday,,,in the noon, ate dim sum at leng seng,,, went to watch shrek 3 wit ben zhu at MV..... had a long que... finally got tickets at 2pm.... wow,,, i tot sold out.... we were so lucky........ and i nvr realised that girl selling the tickets were giving us seats at that time...... den we watch,,, it wasnt wut i aspected,,, i think 1 and 2 is much more funny..... after the movie,,, we walked through up and downs of midvalley..... sat down every 30 mins,,, becoz i m such a weakling.... i cant stand walking the plaza for so long..... funny part was,,, we sat infront of kant,,,and he didnt notice us..... so busy le.....
ok la.... after that went tan gilly,,, played checkers,,,, won every round.... ben zhu arhh ben zhu,,, so not concentrate,, thinking alot of things? at night we had bah kut teh for dinner.... not so delicious,,,ok ok onli.....

淘汰

《淘汰》
陈奕迅

我说了 所有的谎
你全都相信 简单的
我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾
我试过 完美放弃
的确很踏实 醒来了
梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你
安慰的淘汰

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

currently loving this song... its the combination of jay chow style and eason voice...

A DAY OFF!!!!!

so excited bout tomolo's plan.... everyday is like nvr resting day,,,mop floor,,count stock,, do paper work,, serve customer,,clean lens,,packing,, call customer.... aiya,, so tired.... but no one force me to do 1,, i fan zian... help my colleague do some of the work...... i help them, they help me also la.... dont have to count so much.....
ermm,, talking bout today,,, i work morning shift.... crawlt up so undesirably... i couldnt open my eyes till i wash my face.... -_-zzzZZZ
went to work,,, den until 7.30,,, drove back home....
wahaha,,, looking forward tomolo.....

WorkAgain

today,, i start my work again at the same place, same company for the last 5 years...my friends always ask me when did i start working?? i started my 1st holiday work when i was standard 5 in my uncle's office...den standard 6 and form 1,, i work in the stock department(also my uncle company).... form 2 was promoted to work in shop(ALSO my uncle company)... dat is where i m working now.... dats wut i said,, worked 5 years in the same place....
erm,, i learned many stuff throughout these years,,, but forgot everything after holiday ended.... so everytime my holiday work start again, my aunt always ask someone to refresh my memory... hehe...
bout today,, i was given a few tasks alredi.... 1st day of work, no gaji but aunt belanja makan.....^^ and second thing is,, my former supervisor came back to work wit us,,, yahuuu,,, like him,,, he is my ham sap teacher... he tought me so many ham sap and funny things..... sometimes i felt he too funny,, laugh until i cry.....
after work, drive back home, bath, eat supper, den read ben zhu's blog from the begining.... thou i skipped the chinese part but i also think i get to know bout ben zhu past more.... hehe
k la... very tired~ going to sun rise if still havent sleep....

*ps*miss ben zhu alot....