Heading On

towards the outside world.... i see myself as nothing without friends, family and my dear.... i m cant survive a minute without them.... i juz hope that there's a day when they realise they meant everything to me... finding the right path is juz so complicated... today realistic world... without a house and car... our life wont be complete... there are rich and poor people... and there are people fall in between them... trying to struggle to the way up higher... i desire, i hope, i wish everyone can live together as peace and harmony...
if today i write this,, there might be a time,, i cant afford my own electric bill,, and i stop writting my own blog... i feel my life is dropping to a trap... a trap where everyone pushing each other for their own survival... at last the loser will be in the street... and the winner claim the honour to stay in a good environment....
for my lack of intelligent,, i realli cant understan,,, why everyone cannot compromise?? if everything is worth a price,,, why still some people cant worth to buy?? i figure out there are many factors to consider..... we cant state an intelligent person can hav lots of money.... our environment, history build who we r now.... i am the kind of people who learn the past and dun wan to forget the sad things.... experience is what we gain.... if we throw away that most valuable thing of our life,, how could we can avoid making the same mistake???
through studies,,, qualifications,,, does any of these make us a better person??? does any of these help us find a job??? i most probably think that,,, if i am the boss,,, i will hire an experienced worker with lower salary,, rather than a high qualification student on a job... the state of risking the company progress is much higher wit high qualification student becoz,, everything in the company dont apply 100% on text book or lecture.... real job require skill and understanding,, yet a little of knowledge....
for an exceptional case which include physician and lawyers,,, both needed high in knowledge and experience..... legal practise is juz too much to learn before going out to the real world....
as i dunno why we as chinese dont satisfy our status in malaysia.... sure ya,,, there are special right for bumiputra but we still living in peace way.... how things happen and others will come distorted the whole matter till it goes in high social level.... people stay in one word.... citizen is one word... country is one word.... everyone giv a little bit,, and everyone get a little bit... doesnt dat juz be great??? why must there be selfish people who thoughts only come in one way??? think of both way before act is better,,, the point of view is one because it comes from our ownselve,,, if we gather all our friends opinion which comes in different direction,,, and maybe we get different thoughts....
different people,,, different personality,,, different actions,,, different way.... dats why old times goes lik " the world is fill with colours" which sounded so beautiful.... and as it is juz to warn us,,, better to be aware of everything happen around us..... there might be a time it will strike you....