Friends???

haihz,,, y cant ppl understand dat i m working 9 hours per day even thou i said i m.... nid me to repeat and repeat and repeat.... really sick and tired liao.... my hands are shaking and cold now.... dunno wut happen.... maybe becoz yesterday night i din get enuff sleep...went to bed at nearly 4am.... not imsonia la,,, juz chatting wit my heng dai.... got many things to chat lo.... and she also understan dat i m really busy,,, not like others......
some ppl juz dont understand boundaries,,, keep sending sms.... its ok if its something to share la,,, but its all bout asking me to do tis and dat.... as i say,, some ppl juz dont understand.... ignore them,, they say me bad... den i also dunno how to reject them....
some of my friends in aus are coming back.... and had a small gathering.... i really wanted to go.... really really really wan to go.... T_T
they came back twice a year,, i alredi missed the 1st,,, now i m going to miss the 2nd chance.....

Plan Ruined

on 13thJune,, when to watch 200 pound beauty and ocean 13.... 200 pound beauty is surely a hit for korean movie coz its funny and touching.... the story is about a girl who is very fat but yet talented for singing crash into a handsome producer.... den bla bla bla,,, watch it den know lo...
ocean 13,, not as expected so nice lo...
ermm,,, after the movie,,, went to find a dim sum stall(friend told its nice).. so,, all the way to jalan ipoh,,, messed the directions.... trafic jam sumore..... and dunno how,,, reach the smart line.... felt sick... 2 hours of road trip....

EarlyInDeMorning

woke up at 5 am,, got headache and stomachache 1 shot... T_T
and now i m here,, facing my computer... nothing to do but wait time pass....

07/06/07

so fast,, i still cant believe... in a dash of light,,, we alredi came to our one month anniversary... was supposed to giv surprises but end up blowing them away.... haihzz... dunno wut happen to me la.... blur blur....
sometimes its juz too much to think and complicated until we do not know wut we r thinking... tried to make up a simple mind... but each step seems to be leading us to a place... different direction means different result... that's why we naturally think of something unnecessary.... confusing ourselves with these thoughts and eventually cause headache....
today,, had a long chat wit ben zhu.... realised that everyone had their own past... how to overcome and look forward..? i think that it's easier to do so after we learn how to forgive ourselves.... the past is like a barrier ,, the present cant get through if we dont break it.... learn to let go.... even if we look back,,, we wont think it as a sad thing..... juz a small experience of life.... when we do something wrong,, we must forgive ourselves, it takes time.... need many support... need many courage.... go through that darkest hours..... if we dont,,,we will juz stay there..... until the day we hav to bury it under the grave....
i think wut my heng dai say is right,,, life is about making decision,,, once made,,, we shudnt regret,,, thou the outcome might not be good,,, we hav to make a decision.... We make decisions in every aspect of life, from choosing what to eat to which movie to watch.. EVERY perspective of life needs us to make up our mind....hear the voice of others,, seek for advise... by doing so,, we roughly know wut we hav to do...
yesterday,,,in the noon, ate dim sum at leng seng,,, went to watch shrek 3 wit ben zhu at MV..... had a long que... finally got tickets at 2pm.... wow,,, i tot sold out.... we were so lucky........ and i nvr realised that girl selling the tickets were giving us seats at that time...... den we watch,,, it wasnt wut i aspected,,, i think 1 and 2 is much more funny..... after the movie,,, we walked through up and downs of midvalley..... sat down every 30 mins,,, becoz i m such a weakling.... i cant stand walking the plaza for so long..... funny part was,,, we sat infront of kant,,,and he didnt notice us..... so busy le.....
ok la.... after that went tan gilly,,, played checkers,,,, won every round.... ben zhu arhh ben zhu,,, so not concentrate,, thinking alot of things? at night we had bah kut teh for dinner.... not so delicious,,,ok ok onli.....

淘汰

《淘汰》
陈奕迅

我说了 所有的谎
你全都相信 简单的
我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾
我试过 完美放弃
的确很踏实 醒来了
梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌歌词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把
爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你
安慰的淘汰

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆
没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

currently loving this song... its the combination of jay chow style and eason voice...

A DAY OFF!!!!!

so excited bout tomolo's plan.... everyday is like nvr resting day,,,mop floor,,count stock,, do paper work,, serve customer,,clean lens,,packing,, call customer.... aiya,, so tired.... but no one force me to do 1,, i fan zian... help my colleague do some of the work...... i help them, they help me also la.... dont have to count so much.....
ermm,, talking bout today,,, i work morning shift.... crawlt up so undesirably... i couldnt open my eyes till i wash my face.... -_-zzzZZZ
went to work,,, den until 7.30,,, drove back home....
wahaha,,, looking forward tomolo.....

WorkAgain

today,, i start my work again at the same place, same company for the last 5 years...my friends always ask me when did i start working?? i started my 1st holiday work when i was standard 5 in my uncle's office...den standard 6 and form 1,, i work in the stock department(also my uncle company).... form 2 was promoted to work in shop(ALSO my uncle company)... dat is where i m working now.... dats wut i said,, worked 5 years in the same place....
erm,, i learned many stuff throughout these years,,, but forgot everything after holiday ended.... so everytime my holiday work start again, my aunt always ask someone to refresh my memory... hehe...
bout today,, i was given a few tasks alredi.... 1st day of work, no gaji but aunt belanja makan.....^^ and second thing is,, my former supervisor came back to work wit us,,, yahuuu,,, like him,,, he is my ham sap teacher... he tought me so many ham sap and funny things..... sometimes i felt he too funny,, laugh until i cry.....
after work, drive back home, bath, eat supper, den read ben zhu's blog from the begining.... thou i skipped the chinese part but i also think i get to know bout ben zhu past more.... hehe
k la... very tired~ going to sun rise if still havent sleep....

*ps*miss ben zhu alot....