Eye'sDark

panda eye... last night, i heard that my friend broke up becoz he had an ex-gf... well, some ppl might think she is stupid, some even think she is trying to find an excuse to dump my friend... erm,, i see him living his life well... doesnt seem sad... isit becoz he hide his tears or juz he dun care bout his last relationship... its correct that,, being happy is better den being sad,, but isit so easy to let go a relationship??? going through ppl blogs,, i found dat,, they usually encourage themselve to be strong.... i personally think that loving someone cannot be mixed wit reality... means ,,, as example,,, in my friend case,, he dont show any sadness after break up.... i mean,,, shud he go and drink?? or be cheerful?? the matter is not shud or shud not,,, its whether how deep is his feelings.... i sometimes think dat,, i shudnt cheer other ppl up when they break,, well atleast they wont be happy awhile den sad again,,, i rather they be sad for a period of time,, den come out as themself.... i also think,,, if sad,, its good to cry.... god make us cry-able,,, den juz cry la... wats wrong??? listen to the saddest songs and sing ur heart and cry as hard as you could.... living life in reality and in own dreamland both come to the end soon... as long as being a better ownself, whats wrong living in dreamland.... afterall,, life is unpredictable...being realistics doesnt always gain...
my dear de bro is going to australia next year.... he seem to be very care dear these few days.... isit becoz he finally realise next year is juz around corner?? i dunno... i juz think that he is like me... but juz luckier.... i m glad dat i m better den those unfortunate ones.... atleast i hav shelter and food... but i realli think that,, dear shud get more education since she is so good in studies... it doesnt matter son nor daughter... its the same....