07/06/07

so fast,, i still cant believe... in a dash of light,,, we alredi came to our one month anniversary... was supposed to giv surprises but end up blowing them away.... haihzz... dunno wut happen to me la.... blur blur....
sometimes its juz too much to think and complicated until we do not know wut we r thinking... tried to make up a simple mind... but each step seems to be leading us to a place... different direction means different result... that's why we naturally think of something unnecessary.... confusing ourselves with these thoughts and eventually cause headache....
today,, had a long chat wit ben zhu.... realised that everyone had their own past... how to overcome and look forward..? i think that it's easier to do so after we learn how to forgive ourselves.... the past is like a barrier ,, the present cant get through if we dont break it.... learn to let go.... even if we look back,,, we wont think it as a sad thing..... juz a small experience of life.... when we do something wrong,, we must forgive ourselves, it takes time.... need many support... need many courage.... go through that darkest hours..... if we dont,,,we will juz stay there..... until the day we hav to bury it under the grave....
i think wut my heng dai say is right,,, life is about making decision,,, once made,,, we shudnt regret,,, thou the outcome might not be good,,, we hav to make a decision.... We make decisions in every aspect of life, from choosing what to eat to which movie to watch.. EVERY perspective of life needs us to make up our mind....hear the voice of others,, seek for advise... by doing so,, we roughly know wut we hav to do...
yesterday,,,in the noon, ate dim sum at leng seng,,, went to watch shrek 3 wit ben zhu at MV..... had a long que... finally got tickets at 2pm.... wow,,, i tot sold out.... we were so lucky........ and i nvr realised that girl selling the tickets were giving us seats at that time...... den we watch,,, it wasnt wut i aspected,,, i think 1 and 2 is much more funny..... after the movie,,, we walked through up and downs of midvalley..... sat down every 30 mins,,, becoz i m such a weakling.... i cant stand walking the plaza for so long..... funny part was,,, we sat infront of kant,,,and he didnt notice us..... so busy le.....
ok la.... after that went tan gilly,,, played checkers,,,, won every round.... ben zhu arhh ben zhu,,, so not concentrate,, thinking alot of things? at night we had bah kut teh for dinner.... not so delicious,,,ok ok onli.....